Alyssa my beautiful daughter I miss soooo much . I want u here to meet lowell who I know u would love and his daughters as well. The house that we are getting is big enough for all of us. U would love it and would want dibs on the big room, tommy beat u to it :) Alyssa u were always my advisor which I never wanted it to be that way, but we both grew up together as mother and daughter and best friends. I couldnt protect u in the end and I am forever going to live with that guilt. I need u here and not just in my dreams and I know that can never happen. But I do know I will never lift my grief and sorrow as much as I cover up. You and tommy are my entire being ,and my focus now and forever until I can hold u again is to make you and tommy proud of me and the way I am trying to handle life without u. This wasnt suppose to happen this way and that angers me, but I will never ever stop keepin ur memory and beautiful smile alive for all to see. I know u are soooo proud of ur little brother and u will continue to guide him in the right path so he can be successful and shine like the young man he has become. I love u boober woobers and that will never stop.
Posted on: Fri, 07 Nov 2014 02:51:32 +0000