Am having a hard time dealing with all the people moaning over nothing, stop being so dramatic! Be happy for what you have. Heres some perspective for you. Today I am having an ok day, I spent most of last night awake, sick and in agony on the bathroom floor, because i still suffer from where they cut some of my insides out in order to save my life. this morning I felt a little better and went to work but had to come home and have been in bed all day because I am too sore and dont have the energy to get up. You may notice I said Im having an ok day, because some of them get a lot worse and some of them get better. But a good day will never be what it once was for me, I can no longer do little things like sew a button on a shirt because of the nerve damage I suffered from chemo, which is also quite painful, some days I wake up fine and end up on a drip because my body cant handle a common virus anymore. People dont realise these things because I dont often complain about them, I dont complain because firstly, thats my life now so theres no point going on about it every day. Secondly, there were days not so long ago where we all thought I would not survive at all, then there were days I couldnt write my own name, cut my own dinner up, or even shower alone, and days where I could no longer walk or even talk. and thirdly, there are so many people so much worse off then me, and so many people who didnt get the chance to suffer the long term side effects of intensive chemotherapy and surgery because sadly it did not work for them. So as silly as it may sound I am grateful even for the bad days, mostly just because I get to have them, and also because my family didnt have to suffer a loss far more painful then what i go through. Instead of complaining about what you dont have please be thankful for what you do have. I know I am
Posted on: Tue, 05 Nov 2013 06:53:44 +0000
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