An excerpt of my conversations with a woman in Russia who believes that she has sinned to the point of not being accepted by God. It starts with a story that happened to me when I was 12 years old. When I was 12, I was in my room and was terrified of what was an evil environment. I hated going to bed at night because it was so black and many times, I would be beaten by my father while my mother watched. One night I was very scared that this would happen again, and my heart raced so fast that it became erratic and out of control. At that time, I had no idea of the angelic realm or what the hierarchy of angels were. I suddenly saw three beings. One at my right, one at the foot of my bed and one at my left. They all were extremely tall and glowing white. They had robes, and mens hands, and I couldnt see their faces. It was as if that was hidden from me. The one on my left was extremely bright and strong. As he continued closer to me, the others stayed still. I began to see his wings of which his smallest feathers were the size of rulers. I noticed that even though his wings were tucked in, they went through my ceiling. I was terrified. I had no idea what these things were or what they were going to do to me! My heart became even more erratic and suddenly the message came to me Do not be afraid for we bring you tidings of great joy. At that moment, I was at total peace. I have never had that peace since that moment. I sat up in my bed and thought...hey! These guys are my friends! The one on the left steadily came closer and gave me the message that his name was Michael. I had no idea who Michael was at that time. He put his hand on my bed sheets. After that, I was taken above the clouds. I dont know how I got there, but I saw pink and purple clouds in a beautiful sunset/sunrise. I dont know which. But as I floated there I looked above me and saw the blackness of space above our earth. I saw the stars, and then suddenly I saw a green grid line come into focus. It was the blueprint of our entire universe. I was looking at it through my eyes, and then it tilted, and almost clicked. It was the proper way that I should have been looking at it. At that moment, I somehow became part of that grid. Everyone and everything was part of that grid. And everyone and everything had a purpose in order for the equation to work. I always struggled in math, but when the grid clicked I understood everything. Every question that I ever had, every thought that I ever pondered, all of the questions were answered. It was total peace. No questions were left to ponder or worry about. It was all there. I was so relieved. Some people would want to use that information to self serve, but when it was revealed to me, I was simply overjoyed and wanted to use it for the good of mankind. That is how they all felt. I wasnt alone. There were millions of souls there with me. I couldnt see them, but I heard a very low hum. A vibration that was the compilation of millions of souls living in this beautiful realm and serving an awesome Lord and Savior. I woke up yelling and shouting to everyone about what I had experienced. Some never believed me, but I will never forget that day. It changed me forever. I would go on to have multiple brushes with death and somehow I have always been brought back for some reason. So, the knowledge that we share from these experiences must be used for good on this earth. It shows me how important life is to Jesus. It isnt just about dying and finding our home in heaven. He wants us to make a difference while we are here. That is our mission. Aaron Levelle Williams Amazing. July 2 at 6:20pm · Unlike · 1 Marisa Palmberg Amazing story Heather Towell Payne! Thank you for sharing this with us. May I ask some questions? If you don´t feel comfortable answering these please just ignore them. You said that you felt peace and that you got all your questions answered and that it was a life changing experience. It sounds like you had to go through some terrible things growing up. After your experience did things ín your family get better? Or did you get some kind of answer to why you had to go through these hard things? I am sorry as I am not being very clear in my questions. English is not my first language. I am curious as to if there is a reason to that terrible things happend or if it is just purely bad luck. Did you from the grid get an answer to why your parents treated you so badly (at least while you were growing up)? Was there any higher reason for that? After your experience did you continue to see or communicate with angels? In your experience did you see Jesus? did you in any way communicate with him? Yesterday at 1:25pm · Unlike · 1 Heather Towell Payne The answer that I got from the grid was that mankind was unhappy and cruel because they were always searching for answers to questions that were not revealed to them because of the sinful nature of man. The only way that man can be helped by this is by striving to seek God first. I had so much peace in my heart, that I didnt question why I had to go through bad things. I didnt blame anything or anyone. I felt forgiveness for all because we all sin and come short of the glory of God. I believe that I have gone through hard times because I was supposed to one day be an example to those people and those kinds of people because of my strength and ability to endure as well as excel. Man cant do that alone. Only God gives that kind of strength and ability. Eventually people see that and start to wonder if they are really as smart as they thought they were, or as strong as they thought they were. Love conquers all. And even if it only changes one person, it brings that person to Christ. I have had other near death experiences, and I have always been brought back. I will share those experiences with everyone a little at a time as I post new things. I did not ever see Jesus and I havent seen Michael or those angels since that day. I have however been dealing with an autoimmune illness and nearly died from that and was attacked by a malevolent spirit during that time. I called on archangel Michael to help me, and soon after the attacks ceased. Yesterday at 1:39pm · Edited · Like · 1 Heather Towell Payne And essentially, the reason that Heaven is so blissful, is because that knowledge will be given to all of us when we get there. It will be common and we will all see things in the same loving way. There is no sorrow in that love and no sickness in that love. Only complete adoration for Jesus and joy. That is something to look forward to! Yesterday at 1:43pm · Like · 1 Marisa Palmberg Heather Towell Payne Thank you so much for replying! Thank you so much for sharing this! It all sounds so wonderful! May I ask you if you were able to forgive your parents when you where back here on earth? From what has been revealed to you do you thi...See More Yesterday at 2:00pm · Unlike · 1 Heather Towell Payne I had to forgive. But I have to keep my distance from them. And I believe that we all have doors opened to us because God truly loves every one. Even bad people. I do believe that if a bad person were to have a NDE, then he or she would have their own experience, and yes, would have the chance to change their lives for the better. I have not had a life review yet. 23 hours ago · Like Marisa Palmberg Heather Towell Payne Thank you again for your reply! Some times I wonder as I have read about selfish and bad people having an NDE and completely turned their life in a new direction and become a loving person. Why is it not that more bad people get a second chance? What do you think that the grid that you saw actually was? 10 hrs · Like Marisa Palmberg I don´t know I just know that I have doen things that I really regret. I would love to get a second chance. 10 hrs · Like Heather Towell Payne You have it right now. Have you been baptized and confessed your sins and accepted Jesus as your Lord and Savior? 1 hr · Edited · Like Heather Towell Payne 1 John 1:9 If we confess our sins, He is faithful and righteous to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. 1 hr · Like Heather Towell Payne Titus 2: 13-14 looking for the blessed hope and the appearing and the glory of our great God and Savior Christ Jesus; who gave Himself for us, that He might redeem us from every lawless deed and purify for Himself a people for His own possession, zealous for good deeds. 1 hr · Like Heather Towell Payne myhopewithbillygraham.org/program/defining-moments/ Defining Moments myhopewithbillygraham.org See how “Defining Moments” changed the lives of illusionist Jim Munroe, NFL pla...See More 1 hr · Like · Remove Preview Heather Towell Payne The grid was simply God showing me the purity of knowledge without sin. People wonder why bad things happen here on earth. Its because sin dwells on earth. People wonder...why cant we all just have everything we want and have all the knowledge that we crave and desire? Why cant we have that knowledge here on earth? Because that knowledge is pure. It is not selfish. It does not boast. It isnt arrogant. It is not proud. It does not dishonor others. It is not self seeking. It is not easily angered. It does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves. When we experience and practice Gods love, that purity begins to grow. Then when we go to meet Jesus in Heaven, our hearts are compatible with a pure environment.That environment does not exist here on earth. There is too much self seeking, boasting, arrogance, anger, evil, uncertainty and hate. Those elements negate the full knowledge that can only be revealed in a pure environment. You can imagine...it would be like everyone on earth winning the lottery every day. It would be mayhem. That is why it is only available to us when we get to heaven. But you have to have the right heart in order to receive it. That is why it is necessary to repent, confess your sins, accept Jesus as your Lord and Savior, and be baptized. Most of all....you must learn the true meaning of love. 1 hr · Edited · Like Heather Towell Payne 1 Corinthians 13 If I speak in the tongues[a] of men or of angels, but do not have love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2 If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing. 3 If I give all I possess to the poor and give over my body to hardship that I may boast,[b] but do not have love, I gain nothing. 4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. 8 Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9 For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10 but when completeness comes, what is in part disappears. 11 When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put the ways of childhood behind me. 12 For now we see only a reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known. 13 And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love. 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