And all I loved, I loved alone... (Beauty’s rhapsody) by Miqhael-M. Khesapeake I felt so much love for you, darling, I’m feeling so much of heart-dilating, ’cos you’re not here with me, Ok, it doesn’t matter, baby! Yes, we’re thinking at the same while, In the same way, smile! You’re my rhapsodian beauty, I lost you, ok, be happy, sweety! Maybe you’re feeling me right now whence Any sea is sensing the Moon’s force, ’Cos I’m feeling you despite You’re over there at the distance, bright. Like a thick book open I’m open in my heart, It’s so vulnerable, ’cause out of me fly out those rays tart… You’re rummagin’ within me for some feelings, I’m too sad to have some other blessings. I’m like the Moon with a great longing for the ocean, You’re maybe too dry to be my potion! I’m like in a carriage only with my thought full Of you, and maybe you’re that face with the love null... I couldn’t sleep any longer, baby, I was twisting myself in the bed like crazy, All my thoughts were about you, with you, And I was so lost, without me and of emptiness full... Don’t ask why I couldn’t sleep, Your love is too weak, forget it!.. But still I’ll tell you how I felt, baby, I couln’t sleep without you, lady! In my arms I wished to keep you hugging, So you be cuddled at my chest, darling! Cuddled like a baby, like a youngling in the nest, Like a crazy one into that loving best! There’s such a feeling, such a state, I need to keep you in my arms, beautiful babe! You know well we feel this only in our world, In a dream only, one like of gold but broken by a sword! There’re no limits in this dream of ours, Here in this place of the dream we both could feel, yes! I don’t know how I could imagine to sleep without you, How I could think to dream such a dream blue!.. There in my pink dream I was asleep, Sleeping with you, far away in the dreams’ seas sailin’ a ship... Like the Moon sleeping without the Sun, But still with you, you being yet gone! We don’t have such limits and bounds in our dream there, We can make love in the pink dream somewhere... But, here, here I can’t see the matter, I feel too much of the love’s water! Like covered by a veil I have now the brain, I doubt I am yet sane... I don’t understand the question, I don’t see why I can’t feel all that non-intuition... A blue stripe is comin’ to see my face, I don’t know but maybe your stripe is fake... Maybe you’re now prickin’ up your heart to me, Like a demon prickin’ up his mind to my brain, baby. Maybe my being is one with yours, But only there in our dream which shall be lost. We dream to make love, the one, You said the feelings are mutual. But I don’t believe the clock, The fact is too weak and shall block My heart to feel like a dove, Because I’m crazy of so much love! We shall sleep together this night, But only in our dreams, in our ghostlike sight! Like a soap bubble is our dream, Here we make love and too melted I seem... There on the sky’s heavens are so many clouds, Pink, blue and I see angels in dance. But they’re laughin’ at my naivety, It doesn’t matter, I felt you’re sweety! I feel like a clock ticking just like you, Our hearts to be beating lost in the blue! We think the same reasons, We feel the same feelings, We dream the same making-love, But this only in my mind, where lives no god! My Sun is my heart, my heart is a fire, A flame of smile onto the feelings’ wire! Yes, crazy I am about you, bound with hearts of violets, My heart is an angel of clouds! Full of sparks! Crazy about you, if you exist in the soothing realm, Crazy like a ship on the waves of that smelling ocean. This passion of mine is a fire, Call the firemen, crazily water me and smile! You said you loose your minds being in love, But I’m afraid now you’re an amnesiac dove. I am afraid of our passions when we shall meet In our flights above the welkin, You said we’re souls of the same kin, But today you don’t remember me, nobody I’ve been. Crazy I’m about you, my passion is a sun in flames, You’re my wonderful Moon, round are your breasts. We shall follow our desires, I’m like you full of lust, We shall lost our minds, you’re only my ghost, Maybe a figment of my imagination, Maybe only a crazy piece of attention! You said you wish me, you wish to embrace my body, That we shall follow our desires up to that end so crazy... That soothly we desire the same thing, That you can’t wait meeting me in a blink. I asked you if we’d go up to the love’s desired end, You said yes, that your heart in flames was too red! I lost my minds and you were there afar, Maybe only within me exists that war! You said we’d make love no matter what, Now you don’t remember my name, you feel the naughtin’ naught! It doesn’t matter, the scope was to lose my minds, Stay calm and dream there on, I’m lost in the winds! You said you have a heart, you bewitched being From Oz, you said you feel your heart far up to me beating... You said I was rummagin’ your world, heart, feelings and dreams But the one dreaming on is me, Miss! I felt too much to be able to express my feelings, I felt issuing out my pink wings! But I am lost in the dream, Lost in the dark, empty and full of fire within! Maybe we’re crazy both, you said, that I am your mad lord, And you, my crazy baby-god... Like an interweaved rope I am, with pink and red, Interweaved with you, like two nosegays knit and sweet. You said we’re bound from the eternity’s evers, Today you don’t remember my moments... I dreamt about our knitting of hearts and bodies, Forever joined our souls, yes. You said we were bound from the everlastings’ evers together, I said that too, I’m trying to remember. You’re far away and you said you feel me really, That what I feel is what you’re feeling plainly. This was too beautiful to be true, baby, This was too weak to be narrated, pretty. I felt we are in the same kettle, Two feathers in that heaven little, Two doves in the same pink cloud, Two drops in the same balm blind. You said we have the same heart, That we’re the same in the feeling and round. I felt such a great glee, Large like a whole universe, that’s why I’m crazy. I feel like a snail within its house and scared, I feel totally blind of you and weird. You said we’re addicted to one another, I felt that really and crazily... whatever!.. You said I’m gonna get addicted of your brushings, That I’ll become lost into the blessings. I felt your heart too uneasy to wait, That we’d get too mad to be together in the night, That you’d come too desirous and eager And we’re bound melted together. You said: "Let’s get crazy together now, I’ll come to feel your body and we’ll writhe there in the snow." You said my madness shall become plain, That my feelings shall melt into that kissing, the same. A crazy mathematics too: my madness plus your own, This thought cold thrills brought down. Yes, two volcanos wishing in desires together to meet Shall get that flame of the thrills cold! You said you’re too afraid to be an atomic volcano in your heart, Enclosed from all sides by me, by my feelings, by me all around. I felt I feel the same, that I am the same vocano insane, I can’t expect more and I can’t explain. I felt that total absurdness of not being with you, Of not being surrounded by all that heart who’s you! Nice was that trice and I’ll vainly expect another, Wise was that face, and I’ll suffer forever! For forever I shall feel this longing, This cursed whirling glowing... I wanted to be with you, A nosagay of red roses round you, A nosagays of rays round this trice of now. We should be togheter in this trice, right now, In this everlasting now and in this everlastingness’ now! I’ve exploded with so much of you, wow!.. I said I love you so much, But the time had lost its watch... I wanted you so much, for so long, I felt you should be my song. I was like a wilderness full of sun, Like a drop melted into the vast ocean. I want you to want more, I want you to feel love, I want you to show me your soul’s wires, Your dreamful stars. I want you to stay longer, To love me as those stars high in the ether. My words express so much, My love is less than that importance, I’ll tell you how much I love you, most, And you’ll tell me a tale with a ghost. This poem is too long, too long when you have too few words, Which means telling you "I love you" far too less is... You said we’re soul-mates, that our souls Have one and the same yarns of fates. I felt to keep you in my arms, hugging you tight, To sip a coffee with you and strip one another by just sight. I felt to kiss you eagerly like an eagle crazy, To get undressed of all these garments heavy, To disolve ourselves into ourselves, To show to you my whole essence. I love you, love you, much, But I’m gonna say this, watch: You don’t even remember me, You said now you never loved me! You said you’d caress me and fondle sweetly, I was so sure you’re my baby. You said I am that half of you Already from eternity joined with you, That only our kisses are not yet into being, But I’m afraid you’re my mind’s figment, one living! When we’ll meet I’d be so blind from love, So desirous to make love with you, my dove, Because I’m fully bewitched by you now and again, I fell I’m that pretended god insane. My souls’ rivers are now too green, Yesterday, too red and eager to glean. This was so much magic, Now it’s like a little nit. Don’t tell me what you’re feeling, I’ll go crazy again and I’ll lose my being... All my pores of my body were So hot and my blood was a firing river. The pores were really shining a carnal glow, We hurried up so slow... It’s magic, it’s what I said too, That heart-beating metallic rainbow! I said about your breast it’s a pink pear With a colour of peach, beautiful wonders you wear! You’re like a fairy to me with those two breasts, Like a perfumed fairy, soft and wishing a kiss! Your breast is like a snow drop’s bud shaped, Like a peach full of honey-juice licked. Stay away from me, you said, You crazy, come closer to give you my braid! Maybe we hadn’t had that courage Of meeting together, but my heart is still large. Yes, I want to love and fondle each cell of your body, Each hair of your beautiful glow, lady... I love you, yes, I love, My beloved sweetheart and dove... To me you’re my Snow White, My fairy in the heart! Yes, I love you, love you, You, love, my love, it’s you... I love you, I love, I lo... lo, …ove… "Love me, baby!" you said in your dream, That imagined world of a sole beam! You felt my blood boiling in my veins, Like a quick mountain brook to vales. I’m flushed so red like a furious sun, I can’t wait to make love with you, my dear gone! It’s too hot in here!.. My beatings of chest exploding were... "My darling, you’re a mad one!" you said then, "Are you sure I really exist in there?" It doesn’t matter! I’m bewildered by you, My heart is too hot and too rainbowlike to you! You’re that woman I adore, Today you feel no more, I’ve got my lore, You’re a figment for sure! Yes, I love you... are you my heart? No, I’m just lost into the Sun, a poor spark! Don’t forget we’re bound like the Moon and the Sun, Don’t forget we are the same being, growing to the fun! I am a kid, because I love you frolickingly, If I don’t love you, just kill me. We said we feel the same craziness, Today you tell me I dreamt, you feel about me that nothingness... Yesterday your love was too colossal, too universal, boundless, Now you have just a faint remembrance of all this. I feel like a butterfly with a heart too big, Now I feel like a stupid egg with a wig! Maybe it was only a dream, Yes, a beautiful one, I should learn what’s to seem!.. Yes, my world was full of so much voluptuousness, My hot blood in the melted gold was. I’m gonna turn myself into a rose, A red one, like of velvet and I should lose Myself into that sea of glass, ’Cos my heart is now in smithereens, You promised me you’ll sweep together all my heart’s bits And we’ll be one single bliss, One being, lost into the dreams! But, all these in vain were, I am the one insane, All this was but a dream, I’m still waiting for you by the pane. You were a figment of my mind, That’s all, I dreamt you’d be my bride... Now I’m gonna cut off my heart and throw it into the melted pitch, I’ll wake up for sure, witch! I wished so much to kiss those snow drops of yours, Because I sleep like on thousands of hedgehogs! And I’ll throw off my heart far away into the black sea, I’ll feel nothing and I won’t care what’s gonna be! As a flying figment you’ll be gone, And all I loved, I loved alone... 07.10.2013
Posted on: Mon, 07 Oct 2013 21:20:15 +0000
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