And trust me I understand, in my own way, the bitterness, total lose, confusion, and utter heart wrenching pain that comes from a loved one killing themselves. My Mother ended her own life not too many years ago. I have in fact been there my friends. It took me years to be able to live with it, to not be screamingly angry about it, and finally to understand it. But when the understanding came... it was hands down the most liberating and euphoric experience Ive had yet in my existence. I suddenly realized she didnt have a CHOICE! To her there was no other option. My Mother would NEVER willingly choose to leave me ALONE in this world had she thought she had any other viable option. This is of course just my opinion, I have nothing to base this in fact aside from having known her my whole life and knowing what an amazingly strong human she was, a fighter. So you have to trust me on it.. a leap of faith in my integrity and sanity but I know this truth through and through. In every inch of my being. I know no other truth in this life more than that single one. So if that was the case for her.. I imagine it is very likely the case for a great many. Dont get me wrong, some people can be talked down from that ledge. They can. And sometimes they are. But sometimes they cant. Sometimes they are lost to us forever. So to Robin, his family, and any one else suffering or who have suffered: stay strong. Fight to find the light at the end of the consuming darkness. As bleak as it may seem, its there. I promise it is... I have searched and found it myself. And if you dont or cant find it, safe journeys in your next life my friend. May you find the serenity you search for. Hope to see you again.
Posted on: Wed, 13 Aug 2014 01:07:31 +0000
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