Anna Widyaningsih my dad passed away 8 months ago, battling with nasal cancer for 20 years with three recurrences. he is the strongest person I ve ever known in my life. we tried everything; chemo, radiations, and all other alternatives, but in the end, it is all up to God. the hardest time was when the cancer spreading all over his head, taking over the function of some of the organs in his head. all he could do is just breathing with his mouth and nothing else, his body was already dead. it was really hard to watch. but I believed that he was aware of people around him, so I kept whispering near his ear, and holding his hand all the time. I know he could hear me because the tears fallen from his eyes. I was so depressed because I didnt know what else to do while he was suffering that bad. after my dad passed away, I changed, I just wanna be alone since then, dont feel like talking to any of my friends, hangout less. because I know they wouldnt understand how I feel. they said that time will heal, but I dont think so. as the day passes by, I miss him more. this october, I will be graduating and he is the one person I want the most to be there. I do miss him. sometimes I just cry when I talk about him, think about him. I am so glad when I found this page. because I know, that I am not crazy and I am not alone.
Posted on: Mon, 05 Aug 2013 17:55:22 +0000
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