~Anonymous Every night is bad. But some are extraordinarily bad. I miss my children so much. Its been 3 years. I hear on here that it gets easier. When? When does it get easier? Its been 3 years and its not any easier. Some nights, like tonight, the pain is deep. It hurts so much I feel like I could die. They say you cant die from this kind of pain. From emotional pain. Feelings never killed anyone. Really? Maybe Ill be the first documented case of a man dying from the pain of missing his children so much. The years that are gone, they are gone. Stolen from my children and I. You cannot give them back, you cannot make it right. My resentment towards my ex and the judge doesnt seem to diminish. It seems instead to grow. It grows larger with every passing day. My soul is black and is turning even blacker. My heart heavy and continues to grow even heavier. My mind is clouded and becomes more clouded every day. All I feel is pain. Nothing but heartache and misery. Hopelessness and despair. Hatred and resentment. Nothing but pain. Tell me, when..... ....when does it get easier?
Posted on: Tue, 15 Oct 2013 07:44:31 +0000
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