Anonymous There was a time in my life where I was selfish, petty, and treated my wife unequally. I stayed out late nights with friends, got drunk, cheated on my wife repeatedly with multiple women, and I also abused her verbally to crush her self esteem so that she would never leave me. I made her feel so small like an ant and pushed her self esteem down to the point she felt like the ugliest woman on the face of this earth. She was so depressed she swallowed pills as a method to leave me and yet she survived to face me another day. She ballooned to over 200 pounds and she looked like an elephant and every day I reminded her how ugly she was. This went on for years and then one day at the grocery store, a stranger saw her and asked her for help. She smiled at him while she gave him directions. She had not smiled like that at me for years. I thought for sure tonight I will punish her and go out and cheat. As I accused her of cheating on me, she cried sadly and kept quiet. Over the course of time, I tried to cheat on her but I kept thinking of her smile and how she never gave me that. So I tried being nice to her and yet she refuse to smile at me ever. She brushed it off like she didnt care. Did I go over the line too many times? Did my forceful nature kill her love for me? Did she stop loving me and if so why was she still with me? I tried my hardest to be good to her, I stopped being a jerkhead and I started helping her, I became a good husband to her but I never won her heart back. When I started to do good to her, she started working harder to lose weight and when she finally looked good, she left me. When she was a cow, she stayed. I couldnt understand the logic at all. When I treated her worst, she stayed. When I treated her best she left.
Posted on: Fri, 13 Jun 2014 13:13:15 +0000
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