Another Depressing Headcanon: Its been five years, five whole years! cheers for that., I said sarcastically as I downed my first glass of vodka for this evening. I am currently at a newly opened bar here in Altaria with Cynthia. This bar belongs to her husband and since she and I go way back, I just cant say no to her invitation. Cheers!, she replied but I noticed a hint of worry in the way she looks at me. For years Ive avoided anything to do with Altaria. Its all about business,that and nothing else. My career went pretty well thanks to my background of working in Altarias castle. But it wasnt that.. I worked hard day and night. I plunged myself in the world of stress and unhealthy living. Just so my brain couldnt think anymore, just so I can forget. I cant believe well be working on another project again. I heard it will be held in liberty. Well be doing the photoshoots there. Talk about nostalgia, huh?, I joked a bit and downed another glass. There will be more to that. Yeah, totally! Im excited. Youre at the top of the charts and known globally.I should be the thankful one, she took a light sip at her martini. Screw the top of the charts and the globally bullshit. Im still me Cynth. As we were talking, I noticed that a crowd suddenly formed and it seems as if the people were cornering someone. I didnt mind them and focused on my third glass. Cynthia was concerned at the ruckus so she checked it out. But she returned wide-eyed and she seemed confused. I..I think we should go dear. Lets continue drinking some other time. What do you mean Cynth? We just got here and I havent even met your husband yet. There will be some other time for that.. lets just-- But before Cynthia could finish her sentence, a brown-eyed young man appeared with a pretty girl in golden curls. There were walking hand in handand chattering happily. When he caught a glimpse of Cynthia, he called out to her and smiled. Cynthia! Its been so long. How are you!, Prince Roberto said. Hello there your highness.. I .. uh, the situation was awkward. Especially now that he noticed me sitting beside Cynthia. I didnt say a word. Im afraid of what I might say and what I might do. Im done with the hysterics and the sleepless nights. My life is now on track. Not again, please.. go away. Good evening, my lady., he lost his playful tone and got all formal with me. Same to you, your highness., I hastily replied. Let me introduce my wife to you., he regained his cheerful voice again. I almost wanted to cry at the way he looks at her. I wanted to cry at the way he smiles while looking deep into her eyes. Its the way he looked at me back then. I want that smile to be mine again. The petite girl shyly introduced herself to us. She is beautiful, Id give her that. This is my old friend Cynthia, she works as a model and we go way back., Roberto introduced Cynthia to his wife and the two girls shook hands. Nice to meet you., It was all that she said. But then he turned to me, said my name... and... She was my designer. She used to work in the castle and shes..my friend. I downed another glass. Nice to meet you princess! I hope this old chap is making you happy. She laughed at that and was a bit startled with my words. Well, Ill be going now. Nice meeting you. I have a design to finish. I tried to make my way out of the bar holding back tears in fear that Id choke myself and drown in them. I loved him, I still do and I fear that Id never love anyone but him. ..but before I can finally make my way out, I took one last look at him. He was dancing happily with his princess, bodies pressed together, smiles all over their faces. Then all the tears spilled. All the emotions crashed. The wounds started bleeding again and I wanted to run to him and embrace him and tell him how empty the past 5 years were. I wanted to go back to Altaria, cause mischief and annoy Al like we used to back then. I want to tell him I love him. I know I shouldnt.. so I didnt. Hes happily in love. My prince of sunny days, in love and not with me. So here I am heading to my hotel. All alone and broken. The same emotions when I ran from the castle. I hope they have good vodkas there. I muttered as I the first snow of winter fell in the busy streets. PLEASE GET RID OF ME. //tears
Posted on: Thu, 30 Oct 2014 13:13:26 +0000
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