Another comment to something I read. But before I do let me give you a little insight to what was said. The person said they cry themself to sleep at night because the one they loved couldnt handle it. They reach out to someone whos not there. They eat alone because they felt they were a problem to some. Talks to the walls because everyone is tired of their conversations but feels they are tired of them. They reach out only to be rejected time ans time again. Tired of being ignored by people not answering phone calls or emails because they dont want to talk about the problem. Talking to the t.v. just to hear a voice because silence is deafening. And not knowing who will really be there for you and it not the same as a spouse or partner. Now for the comments. A number of years ago I went thru the same thing as far as dealing with the possibility of breast cancer. I was right there thru it all and not knowing what to expect or what the outcome would be. But even being told what could happen I still was right there and didnt care if that person lost her hair or even had to have a brest removed. I loved that person that much and still do to know that true love isnt about hair or body parts. Its what you have deep inside your heart and what you see in the other person and how you feel about them. So why would I want to run the other way when faced with it again? Yes I can handle it because ive been there before. I just simply didnt know what to say at that time, and what was said was totally taken the wrong way. Crying yourself to sleep, reaching out for someone whos not ther, eats alone, talking to walls and the t.v. because everyone is tired of your whining that they just want to ignor you and dont want to talk about it, was all your choice. I was there to talk to you, eat with you, comfort you, listen to you,support you,hold you, a shoulder to cry on, be there thru it all, but it wasnt the same in return. I always had time for you but yet everything else was more important than I was to you. But this was your choice. Yes you dont know who will really be there for you and no its not the same as having your spouse or partner there for support and yes it does make you feel as though you are still alone. But again that was your choice. And it doesnt have to be that way. A phone call is all it takes. I know what its like to have a loved one loose a breast and a large part of there hair due to cancer. But that didnt make me feel any different about that person nor did I look at that person as a deformed person either. Why would I now? Yes some people cant handle it and cant deal being with someone who has lost their hair or even a breast or both but some can. Yes you mention the word cancer and people run the other direction. Simply because of the expense involved, and because of what was just mentioned the loss of hair and possible body parts. They dont want to have to spend their money on anyone who has this problem, nor do they want someone that they feel is deformed and not all there. That tells me that they dont want you for you but for something else. Is that what you want? People will tell you lies just for that purpose. Or would you rather have someone who has been there before and stood with you and will stand there for you now till the very end. And the end meaning until death due us part. In closing I just want to say I love this person despite of everything and always will and I do forgive. And like I said in my other comment things can change and we can make it work and all it takes is a phone call. Love you.
Posted on: Thu, 24 Oct 2013 16:33:54 +0000
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