Another day, by the grace of God, I didnt put one in me! And Im grateful that! Im also very grateful for N/A! I understand what they was trying to tell me all this time! The program works if you work it! I now understand Im powerless over my addiction and CAN NOT do it on my own! I got clean time after time but could never stay clean! I didnt work the steps. I didnt stay on top of meetings. I didnt reach out to anybody when I did go to meetings! I dreaded going actually. I thought they all was crazy and didnt understand anything they was talking about! Now I look forward to going! I reach out,, ask question, I work it. It hasnt even been that long since Ive realize all this but I see miracles all around that place! I cant even explain how awesome it feels being sober! Way better then any time before!! Very amazing things have been happening but then sum crazy stressful shits happened but you know what?!?! I can handle it like a man and do it sober! I have the control now! Im taking advantage of it and not giving in or letting up! God put this in front of me for a reason! He was telling me something and Im not doing things my way anymore....think Ill stick with him on this! He know what/who best for me! Its been a long time since Ive truly been happy An Im overjoyed with happiness because I know whats coming if I dont give in and never give up! The program will work it you let it! Jeff Childress you truly are a walking miracle, living proof! I took your words in that night man and used them to help me see! An Im seeing it bro! You never lied lol
Posted on: Sun, 14 Dec 2014 03:26:50 +0000