Another grainy piano original. Dedicated to my biggest fans, Kristen Cooke , Wesley Scott and Nicole Cooke for they deal with my shit and for most part relate. Attached is a poem to go along with the music. :P I was so good at doing myself, You had to come and take my good health, (Its not your fault) Id just became attached to an idea of what could be, I have to realize that nothing is free, Now I feel like you wont talk to me, Youre stomping on my lungs, hunny, I cant breathe, (Its not your fault) Youre a shining star, now I cant see, Blinded by the thought of what cannot be, I used to sing, but you ripped out my vocal cords, The consequences I just couldnt afford, Just tell me were nothing, I wont hurt no more, Are you playing with my heart, because I feel like a whore, (Its not your fault) I want to understand, did I do something wrong, I tried my best to show you Im worth it in all of my songs, I feel like youre done with me, that wasnt very long, But Im still trapped, lost in the world, now that youre gone, I guess its all my fault, Im always the one to blame, I take impressions the wrong way, I guess fag is my name, You lit me up, I was just another dart, I was hot headed, I thought wed never part, But just like the others, I was thrown out, lost in the dirt, Every time you smile, I mistaken it for a flirt, (Its not your fault) I want to stay calm, But that card was never in my deck, Panic and insanity ever since we met, Its not your fault, for the way I feel, I need to learn to move on, Its hard for every time that I see you, I know youre the only one.
Posted on: Wed, 20 Aug 2014 22:29:36 +0000