As I lay here counting kicks (Rayne hasnt been moving as much as normal and has been sluggish to respond on NSTs; dr instructed us to do routine kick counts around the clock. She looks great, though!), checking my bp, and tossing/turning because my back and head ache constantly, I cant help but to think in less than 3 weeks (hopefully they wait at least two more), every single bad event weve went through will result in two beautiful princesses. We just cant wait! We are blessed to have so many people behind us on our journey; likewise, we have had to face a lot of ugly comments/statements/etc, but, at the end of the day----every little mishap or stutter step weve encountered has gotten us to where we are. How amazing is that? (and NO, Im not always positive Polly. I think Ive told off/written off/do not care for more people who have had ugly comments than I ever imagined Id have to during pregnancy). Seeing Ben talk to my belly daily and feeling our girls kick---well, God sure knew what my ole heart needed.
Posted on: Sat, 10 May 2014 04:06:56 +0000