As I sat here today, this last day of 2014, I had time to think about this last year, the year before and my life in general. I spent most of 2014 in my bed, and half of 13, for most of my life I felt like a man if not a superman. I’ve done more and seen more in my short time than most will do in 3 life times, so I shouldn’t feel the need to do more, but I do. In 1994 I lost 4 inches of my femoral artery due to a gunshot wound, actually bled out and died twice that day, since then they have told me I would never walk again, then when I did, you will need a cane or have a limp as long as you live, not. So I should have been use to doctor’s guesses and bullshit. But 2 years ago I was told I had a genetic mutation that causes blood clots and will only get worse, which also leads to cancer issues the older I get, so once again I bought the hype and took the meds and lay in bed and waited to die. Well my New Year’s resolution this year is not to quit smoking or drinking or lose weight or gain muscle mass. 2015 is my year to live again, and if it kills me, at least I’ll die having fun and living, not lying in bed waiting to die. Happy New Years to all, I pray you’re able to make this your best year ever. To all my american friends and family, be safe tonight :)
Posted on: Wed, 31 Dec 2014 18:39:57 +0000
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