As I sit and think. As this chapter in my book draws to an end. I never imagined a year ago Id be where Im at today. That I would of put everyone in my life through what I have in the last year. but, I did. This I ask for forgiveness Please. I really wasnt myself I let things take over me. it has been one hard tough road but I did everything I could to get clean and sober to bring my babys home. Next Thursday I have court chances are I get to bring my baby girls home. Im so excited but yet scared cause anything can happen in a week in the blink of an eye to be exact. I know this journey is not over by no means. FFN will be in our lives for the next 6 months. but the hard parts over I will have my babies home thats all that ever mattered to me. No mother should ever have to go through this. To see their kids hurting,and not be able to dry their tears not be able to tuck their babies in at night saying and hearing I love you a million times over just to see them everyday some take the special moments for granted Im guilty of that myself. Not no more. Ill cherish each and every one. Ill be sure to make good memories that they will never forget to hold on tightly but let them live their life to the fullest encourage them to be all they can be never make them hurt again to always be here for them. I promise this and so much more to them. I love my babies I truly do all of them big and small I never wanted to put any of them through this. Well heres wishing and praying. Im so ready for this.
Posted on: Thu, 24 Oct 2013 16:18:36 +0000
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