As I sit here in total disbelief about a tragic event that happened yesterday to an associate I knew it brings tears to my eyes. As I speak to several friends of his and while asking questions myself about why and what I realized that the man Im asking about is ME. I can only speak for self and I know that what people like me wake up and face each and every day is a tough battle. Depression is real but with baby steps and the prayers of others and grace from God Ive been able to battle this Demon who resides inside my brain. This evil I speak of is not one who comes to scare me it comes to show me a world full of blissfulness. A world that Ive come to have visons of called heaven. Beautiful place, why wouldnt I want to just rest in paradise. People say its wrong to take thy own life and if we cant see the kingdom of heaven if we do so but how do they know for sure what they say is true. Us leaving here is no different from the person who was killed instantly without asking for forgiveness for his sins. God says no sin is greater than the other. So please dont judge me. This is a risk that Im willing to sacrifice because when you come to a point of no return no one can stop nor say anything to you to change our minds. All you can do today is enjoy our presence and cry victory when were gone. We face no more hell on this earth. To all my friends I love you and rest assured that today nor tomorrow is never promised so enjoy the people you love presence today because there is no tomarrow. Now I bring this message to a close.If I could I would cut a hole in my chest tear out my heart and serve it to you Raw on a silver platter just so youll know how real I am. Now I shall close by picturing the world I come to adore so much that God built. A foundation for me, which I shall stand upon as a king too...Imagine That If I Ruled The World!!!!!!!!!! Dcbrazi Tha Don thankyou my friend for the talk last nite as well as my brother Rakim Malik it means alot to know and hear those words I love you from my family. Outty 5000G!!!!
Posted on: Fri, 02 Jan 2015 18:01:56 +0000
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