As I sit here thinking about my mommy her life her attitude her - TopicsExpress



          

As I sit here thinking about my mommy her life her attitude her daily struggles it brings me to tears. In my younger years she taught me to be loving kind forgiving and to take what I may be given and work for as a blessing . She was so kind to children all children and the world. She lived 2 lives 1 during weekdays and then1 weekends when our dad was home from work. As all women shes a daughter sister mother cook nurse cleaner all of it. My dad is very sick and angry guess olde age does that to you. But the way he talks to my mom breaks me, I see the tears behind her eyes the broke part of her heart. I know my dad should be given excuses but what can we do for our mom. She does everything for him I mean everything, she said to me and my sister girls would you not do the same for youre husbands. Honestly if Mikey disrespects like he does her and as sick as he is , sorry it would be someone helping In care home or the both of us in a nursing home . I refuse to let my kids take care of me or him. I love my dad but wish he could just hear himself sometimes. I believe he probably does his eyes or so sad and I know he is scared of death . My mom honestly is one of the strongest women I have ever known ,I can remember my whole life from the age of 4 and she has always been the back bone the fixer the love giver. She has indured so much bullshit so much heartache betrayal, I could type it all here but I want. So if we see her angry different hateful, just ask youreself this could you handle all she does and still have the courage to smile . I love my dad but I admire love and have total respect for my mom . So I asks God please when you take her home let it be a pasture of grass for her bare feet. A sky of sunshine and mountains with crystal clear water. A place where she can run and play and listen to Loretta and Conway. Let Granny Allie and Kimmy be there with her. No responsibilities no one she answers to a free will and free mind. I love you mom you are my hero . Lela Jean
Posted on: Mon, 05 Jan 2015 13:52:55 +0000

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