As I wake up to Day 23 of Bulimia Sobriety, I wanna say somethin about these hypnosis brainwave audio thingies that I listen to, and conclude by relating it to my Grandmas passing. Most of these chicks say that even if we fall asleep during the recording, our unconscious minds will absorb the messages and words from their voices. I wanna say bullshiiiiit!, but I do tend to fall asleep in the middle of A Time To Change for addiction recovery. Ive been sleeping with it every day for almost a month now, and Ive actually paid attention to the thing like only twice out of the 20 times, and my mind truly is still filled with the messages from the recording. All of the points touched on the CD are strong in my mind. I am extremely well aware that there is nothing good for me in my addiction. Im well aware of how it feels like Im isolated in a cold and empty room when I binge. I am extremely attracted to the beauty of being free of my addiction and I visualize myself in a beautiful garden like all the time, dude. I truly really WANT, WANT, WANT, AND frickin NEEEEED to beat this illness. And I know it, beyond completely. When my family told us that my Grandma could hear us speak when she was sleeping near her passing, I thought they were full of shit. Now...having experienced it firsthand, I believe its true....and that makes me very glad that I showed up to say goodbye. This concludes an entry in my personal public diary. Thanks for reading, homiiiies! :D
Posted on: Fri, 28 Mar 2014 13:17:51 +0000
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