As I walked through the house remembering the good and dismissing the bad; it brought some closure for me. Not only did I lose my family (temporarily), my little one lost his best friend Kooper, and I lost the boy from my youth that I loved with all my heart. Things happen for a reason and I dont quite understand all of it, but one thing is certain....After all the heartache, after all the pain, Im finding strength within the depths of my soul and growing stronger bit by bit. If I could do it all over again, Id certainly know the day to start and erase it from my mind like a teacher on a mission erasing a blackboard. I know with certainty I wouldnt be laying in this bed feeling these emotions of disgust...... But we can never go back..Only forward and time is my friend. Itll get better and better as each hour passes, Im certain of that too. Goodnight Friends
Posted on: Wed, 14 Jan 2015 06:21:27 +0000