As im sitting in a waiting room this morning alone lost in my thoughts....I was looking back at my life...my mistakes, all my failures, every failed relationship, my friends who no longer speak to me because of poor choices, all of the people who have judged me and the few people who never judged me, all of the harsh words that have been used to describe me since making mistakes, etc....Ive been beat down, drug through the mud and kicked while I was down so many times the last few years and even still to this day it happens on a daily basis....and STILL I seek others approval, make decisions based on other peoples opinions and essentially try to be someone that everone else wants me to be or had hoped I would be...My whole life ive been trying to please EVERYONE...everyone but me. How did i get so turned around and now what do I do? I got very emotional...I have to change the way I do things...I have to do things for my happiness and my childrens happiness no matter who says its the wrong way or a better different way is best. And then this song comes on over the waiting room speakers....It really made me think about things... I dont usually post such personal stuff thats going on in my life but maybe my feelings and hearing this song will help someone else like it did me today...
Posted on: Mon, 12 Jan 2015 19:27:09 +0000
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