As it always has been...since God took u home to Heaven...this day is always hard for me...I guess for all of us who were lucky enough to have been loved by u...I try hard to remember all the good times...we were blessed with...and there were so many...but I then think of all the remaining ones that we were robbed of...I know that sounds selfish and ungrateful...but that is what that hole in my heart feels like...we had so much left to say and do...and in that...I was one of the lucky ones...I got to hear u tell me u loved me...and get a wink and a hug from u...one last time...before u went away...that in itself...should make it a lil better...but as love goes...one more I love u...one more hug...one more laugh...one more everything...is always...what we all wish for...I never had...and so far yet...Ive never had someone other than God and my boys...love me the way...u loved me...in my good...in my bad...and my ugly...and I guess that is what makes this all harder...when I say that God has a way of helping us go on...I cant help but look at Olivia...and say that Hes doing it thru her...as weird as it may seem...to someone else...we see u...in so many lil things...Im not the only one who has noticed the lil things...others who knew my friend...my sister...see these lil details...and that helps us smile...I wish u could have met our Olivia...I wish alot of things my friend...but nothing more...than wishing u were still here with us...u were so much to so many...and we were lucky to be loved by u...thank u for being the best friend...sister...mother...wife...thank u for all the laughs...the talks...the tears we shared...I know u knew how special u were...and that makes me feel better...keep looking out for us...I hope ur smiling and dancing in Heaven...cuz I remember how much u loved to have a good time..til we see u again... I love u Loretta...❤️
Posted on: Fri, 04 Jul 2014 13:11:38 +0000
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