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As most already know my hardest times seem to be from June to the beginning of Aug..its really not like its not hard everyday..its the birth dates..death dates..and the list seems to keep growing..I count the years with out them..the pain is just as raw ..I have just learned to cope..some days better than others..what most dont realize is my day from the time I wake til or if I sleep is occupied..Trevor is totally dependent on me (or until dad gets off)..as well as Spenc depends on his mom being there..and thats my job..the role I took on as a mother..but we do it all alone..no nurse..no help..just us..everyday..all day..so when I have my moments I cant seem to get dressed but dont have a choice..cant seem to sleep yet cant get enough..dont want to eat..dont want to go anywhere..but I dont have a choice..some will say everyone has a choice..but I believe when I became a mother..my choice was to BE a mother..so if you catch me in my mood..always know this too shall pass...every little thing is gonna be ok
Posted on: Tue, 26 Aug 2014 03:17:09 +0000

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