As much as I say and pray that this emptiness within my heart is taken away, I know not even time will heal or mend the huge hole that ripped through me May 30, 2014. I cry for you everyday because I miss you so much. Everyday is struggle for me. Every breath sometimes feels like my last. I know youre in a better place, but I miss you so freaking much. Sometimes I ask why you, why Jojo , why my son? I know were not supposed to question God, but I cant understand if every breath I take makes my heart quiver in pain, why am I meant to suffer? It hurts so much. Only a mother who has lost her child can understand my struggle, the sheer trauma that has forever scarred me internally. I pray that God mend my heart and make each breath less painful than the next. I cant imagine how that will happen because your face is still tattooed to my eyelids. Life is precious, although mankind treats it like it is expendable. You only get one life....love one another, be kind to one another...
Posted on: Mon, 28 Jul 2014 20:47:57 +0000