As night time creeps in and fear creeps up from deep in within me a lifetime of angst, hurt, envy, and pain crashes thru my mind, all the wasted moments, opportunity’s lost, never getting that chance to truly shine... From ages 0 thru to 6 life was kinda ok with nothing to worry about except for with whom do i play, and what and where will i eat, yet not to say i ever had doubts that in due course something tasty would soon be spoonfed into my toothless mouth... When 7 came around it actually hit me quite hard and from that point i had to learn and grow up real real fast, with my many many childish immature ways i needed to discard... Ages 8/9/10/11/12 flew straight past leavin me in a daze and when 13 finally came around i was too far gone, lost in the silver and purple haze. 14/15/16 saw me totally off my tits and hookin up with those who were known to the nearby local strip and whether it be ecstacy, speed, or lsd at that time life seemed worth the trip... At 17 i found myself trapped behind 4 walls with a steel metal door tightly shut, at that time i then remembered that indeed i had done the crime and deserved to be punished without any ifs/maybes or buts. And as year after year passed on by with this lifestyle now bein purely routine every second each moment the same, i need to at least try turning things on its head its long overdue that i stepped away from the game... Im 38 now and for what seems like forever at rock bottom is where ive remained, with all my addictions anhe family and friends ive many prison sentences surely now its time for change. Yet what about all of whom ive hurt and crossed and family and friends of whom ive made worry, i admit i smoked, snorted, and stole many a time along my lifes merry way and forgive me or not i truly deeply am so very sorry... By Richie James Dyer
Posted on: Fri, 09 Aug 2013 22:59:58 +0000
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