Ask me why I dont realize when you show up at my house that I dont have my bald head covered. Ask me why I dont think about the baceterial infection that has invaded my body and has cause sores on my head and throughout my body and is not affected my teeth to the point of total extraction. Ask me why I can get up and move on some days and push on but other days I have to stay in bed because i am so fatigued and in pain. Ask me why I dont worry when the bills are due and there isnt money to pay them. Ask me why my house is in shambles. Ask me why I cry at the drop of a hat or laugh at inappropriate time. Ask me why I dont have many friends. Ask me why I have gained so much weight but yet I dont eat often and when I do it runs right through me. The answer is simple. My belief in my Heavenly Father is all I need. His grace is sufficient. What I have is sufficient. He supplies my every need and he gives me the strength when I need it. I asked him to give everything to me all at once so I could get it out of the way. People, God answers prayers. Even when we ask for something we may not want, he gives it to you if he wants to. When you ask for something you may want, he may or may give it to you. He knows my future. I cant borrow from tomorrow when it is not even mine. I cant even borrow my next breath. I am grateful for EVERYTHING I have and dont have. I know I have diligent prayers praying for me. I am humbly blessed that you would remember me. Please add Noah to your prayers as he is goiing through his own mediical issues. When life seems bad and down right rotten, God is still good. I sit as and type as I hear the birds singing hoping that this comes out right and I have my hands on the right keys. The brisk dull day reminds me of my health but the birds singing and knowing that there are trees surrounding me anc much nature it makes me think of a bright future coming with brighter days. I cant beieve I am still here. God has me here for purpose and his purpose is good. I cant wait to see what he has in store for me and if I have to walk through the bad to get to the good, I am blessed that I have shoes on my feet to get me there. God is Good, Amen!
Posted on: Mon, 19 Jan 2015 00:18:50 +0000
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