At times I admitt it is so hard. I spent my teenage years on you, you were MY first love. We created a beautiful amazing smart healthy little boy who is daddys biggest fan, and you are such a good dad. I know you were going to marry your high school love. I always felt like it was competition even tho you were not with his for years before I met you. I know I couldnt... I tryed to be the best girlfriend and bestfriend for so many years. I created my life around you, and yes you gave me some of the best times of my life. I loved you more then I maybe even could not put into words. I knew you could not give me your everything, your whole heart because of her. It makes me cry at times looking on the other side of the Ned and its empty. Looking at our son who looks and is so much like you. Yes, you hurt me more then you will ever know. But I have to let it go and I am and it feels good but it stings bad. I hope you do find someone who is amazing and that you can love because I just maybe was not good enough for you. I gave you 5 years of my life and all I got was a amazing son and I cant ask for more because hes my everything.
Posted on: Wed, 05 Mar 2014 07:33:13 +0000
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