Awoke this morning from a dream, still feeling the sensations generated by the content of the dream. It was a good photograph of the mechanics that ebb and flow thru my days, whether aware of them or not. In this dream I found myself in walking into a situation which pre-existed, and one not of my making. I began to assess the conditions with all judgment and opinion based on my, in that instant, arbitrary standards of what is good and right and necessary for finding acceptance. Nothing met my expectations. I began to rectify the observed perceived problems before me with displeasure. At some point I encountered the party who was having to live with the said perceived situation and was met with indifference to and acceptance of the whole mess. I became angry, self righteous and walked away grumbling inside at the waste of my time and energy feeling let down. As I walked some distance from that place, I found myself walking thru a field, it was still dark and the stars shown gloriously overhead in the heavens. I was filled with joy and serenity in just an instant and recognized my presence raised from the lower to the higher aspects of my being. Though those feelings of the lower judgmental, self-righteous still stir within my belly, they touch me not. My Teacher has said the lower self is not happy unless it is unhappy. I listen to the chatter of my internal monkeys who would control my life, with misdirected aim and eternal folly, filled with meddling, controlling and discontent and try as often as possible to rise up to the freedom I gain when I turn my eyes to God, loving, judgment free and thrilled with living in this moment. I love you.
Posted on: Sun, 19 Jan 2014 16:23:06 +0000
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