BEFORE I have time to forget, or get sidetracked, Ill try to fill in more of the one PART that I seem to have gained a better understanding of, in relationship TO something LIKE an Earthquake, which I was feeling the NEED to make a SPACE for. The Earthquake idea, in part told that I was feeling it as not in MY OWN power to control. I couldnt see it as an option that I could choose to reject. I saw the best that I had power to do as getting a POSITIVE perception of, as a like a growth step that I choose to cooperate with. I saw as true change, and a large enough change to need a large space made for it. ONE MODEL is a jar. Our mother provided a jar that was tall enough, but narrow. She had no experience with caccoons. It was probably me who found the cacoon, likely a teacher had told the class to select a science project to show and tell in class. It distressed my little sister and me, more than a little, to wake up to the hatched out Monarch butterfly, to see its crippled wings, our mother correctly understood and told us that it hatched during the night, its wings had dried. The wings were set, they couldnt, wouldnt spread if we put in a wide jar. For me that was a memory imprinted lesson of the disasterous result of NOT making a space large enough to allow for the grandest of natures creations to emerge in the night. And this lesson can be applied to potentials within individual persons. So many of us are exposing our minds to a spectrum of spiritual teachings and models. We see it said that we have potential to connect with God within, or clarify and strenghen a connection with a higher self, often seen as the true self. And we are encouraged to invest more faith in this as a real possibility. Even if I dont believe yet from my logical mind, all these kinds of assertions my brain is exposed to, could be influencial, on higher planes of consciousness, or on deeper levels of my mind. And a memory like of the crippled butterfly, work as an example of a lesson that sinks like a log beneath consciousness. And logs like this are what an idea or another memory can hook on. Lots of different things like that can get linked up until what was called a DOMINOE EFFECT is started, so one thing triggers another, until a result happens like I am now an example of. When I typed, It feels like an earthquake needs to be allowed to happen. Im out of gas. Ive said all that I have will and energy for.
Posted on: Wed, 05 Mar 2014 01:17:22 +0000