Back at Berkeley . . Was sunny but a little chilly . . Went out for a walk . . Saw a nice couple . . holding hands . . looking at each other lovingly . . Suddenly . . thoughts . . running through my mind . . I am good at meeting & conversing with people . . related to school & work . . with no hesitation . . fulfilling the assignments that is given to me . . I would dare say . . I am pretty good at it . . Funny . . But true . . And the reason is . . to be Responsible for what I am doing . . Yet . . Inside of me . . I am an introvert person . . I need to make efforts . . to be outgoing and be sociable . . with classmates at school or other people . . not related to school or work . . And I realized . . that I cannot force myself to be . . a person that I am not . . My friends time to time tell me that . . I am missing out on opportunities to meet the right person . . by not responding to people I am not close with . . or I do not know . . by not being outgoing and sociable . . and spending most of my time alone . . . . I had . . one love . . in my life . . and . . those . . were good times . . that will always . . be kept in my heart . . Yet . . it has been quite a while . . of my hoping . . for a new love . . a natural . . and a timeless one . . But now . . it worries and saddens me that . . I have been . . and might be missing out on . . the precious moments . . that couldve led me . . to be . . one of the nice couples I saw today . . because of . . my not being . . outgoing and sociable . . Why . . does it have to be . . this hard . . why . . . ? It is sad . . very . . sad . . .
Posted on: Tue, 21 Oct 2014 03:40:14 +0000
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