Bed time story : From a long time i really dont know how it feels to be lonely!! I share my home with a lot of gorgeous kids, kind souls who are struggling to find their way in this cruel world!! I work hard and im busy almost all day but in the evening, when all are tired and found their sleeping places ..im looking of them and a worm, full of love feeling is taking my heart !! I realize that i have their lives in my hands...and im terrified ...i just want to succeed , to heal them all, to make them happy!! Its such an overwhelming feeling...im not God, a huge responsibility on my shoulders...i lost some of them...and their sad eyes keep coming in my dreams ...:( i saved many of them and their happy life and bright eyes are following me everywhere ....I have Sam in my lap now , Alfie is sleeping on the sofa, two tiny creatures who are counting on me ....they fight for their lives ...i fight with them...I have Quinn near me, Sonny, Ben, Crina, Pema, Ella, Chance and more , all healthy , they won the battle ...its a huge responsibility but a huge reward too !! I have so many nights when i cant sleep but i have nights when i sleep with a big smile on my face !! Keep going? Definitly yes ;) Good night !!!
Posted on: Sun, 08 Jun 2014 21:26:54 +0000