Before today I was so confident when I used to say: Im never leaving this land! Simply because I cant live away from it, and every single time I used to mention the places and things I love about it and say that Im never leavinghere,never! This is where I belong.. But at that time I was young, in fact Im still young and Im learning new things everyday, but actually when I used to say that I love being close, I meant feeling its pain, its people, but love isnt enough for me to stay close, being close is a romantic thing originally, it doesnt have anything to do with reality... When I got a bit older, no matter if I still love staying close or not, I got this voice inside of me that kept telling me to get out of here, being close made me feel like Im wasting my time. Im just watching myself, ourselves and watching reality around us, watching it while making us suffer and going, making us happy and going,not affecting us at all and going! And during all of this you have to put a lot of effort just to decide to dream! The most simple thing in the world is to dream; but here its impossible, because you live under a really low wall that forces you to keep sitting, all the time, thinking about whether you can destroy it or not! And ofcourse if your inner voice was loud, so loud, and motivated you to continue there are thousands of voices that make you so sure that youre a lot more weaker than that wall.. But you know what, youre not, live or maybe leave.
Posted on: Fri, 19 Dec 2014 19:20:56 +0000
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