Behind the Mask, is beyond words....... Empty frm within, feelin forgotten in this place called world. Reaching to strangers to fill the void with such desperation of longing to belong and to be heard. Wishing daily to be someone else.... This season has been going on for far to long, got me second guessing myself Yet i hear a still voice telling me to hold on, your loneliness will not be in vain.... But tears fill my heart every holiday that has already taken place... Living through what tv calls a complete family. Waiting on my own so eagerly Trying hard not to be envious of others, yet i reflect on what i see surrounded by silence that onli angers me.... Tryn to grasp the silence that likes to grip me so tightly. I want to yell out loud whats wrong with me! why do peaple not like me! why do they run away from me faster then they walk towards me. Justifying who i am and convincing them why they should love me.... Yelling from within, here is the evidence why do they refuse to believe me? Here i give you my heart at least whats left of it.... I know its bleeding, but if you truly love me, you can help me mend it...... But some how its return to me, just how i presented it....... Time to put on the mask to hide whats underneath, just smile and laugh thats what they believe.... Dont reveal what others cant understand, wounds are to heavy it will fall right out their hands. Behind the mask, is beyond words... Empty from within, feeling forgotten in this place called world
Posted on: Mon, 09 Sep 2013 08:50:53 +0000
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