Behind your shadow, I stand and fall. Its a tough battle, In which I feel so small. My feelings toward you you might think are dumb. Sad, upset, confused, angry, hurt, and numb. When I needed a mom, you were not there to talk about girls or to fix my look. Yes, you did call, every once and a while, but an ocean of tears hides behind this smile. Tormented, trapped, and torn, my heart says I feel. 16 years after I was born my heart wont start to heal. I see other boys laugh with their moms, I go dizzy with swirls, and crash like a bomb. The anger in me rages in fright, always staying angry, I just think I might. Time heals everything, I dont think thats true, I know something time did not do. Time has been flying. For a long while Ive always been trying to show a real smile. One thing that hurts, and I dont know why, you moved far away, and it makes me cry. When I think about this, to myself I lie, Ive gotten over you, that I would not try. You are a mother, a mother of three, me,my brother and sister. We hardly know you. Every night I think of how my life couldve been, tears run down my face, and my world starts to spin. These past few years have been really hard. For the rest of my life Ill be severely scarred. It took me time to realize what you did to me. Tears in my eyes, and youre clueless it seems. I try to be brave, it really hurts. You couldve stayed, instead of making it worse. I want you to know this, its sad but its true, you hurt your little girl, and your little boys too! You ruined me, you made me cry, you really hurt me, and to laugh I try. There is a hole in my heart the doctors dont see. I guess they dont know what my mommy did to me. If you want me back, you have to prove you can be a mom to me and Lindo, too! When I screamed for you, did you hear a sound? I guess you didnt, because you were never around. I will tell you something you cannot forget, once you hurt your kids, it will soon come to regret.
Posted on: Sun, 04 Jan 2015 05:36:52 +0000
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