Being a second year, I honestly regret choosing a single. I thought it would be nice having my own space and privacy but I have never been more miserable or lonely in my life. I have made no friends whatsoever and I cry almost every night (crying as I write this). I know people say that you have to go out and meet people and dont stay in your dorm, but its honestly hard for me. Im a shy person and maybe even socially awkward at first, but once Im out of my comfort zone, its like Im a whole different person. I just wish people could see that side of me if I was given the chance. Im seriously thinking about dropping out and moving back home, but I dont want to disappoint my family, or even worse, myself. I dont wanna throw away the opportunity that I am receiving and later on regret it. I just keep telling myself to stick it out and things will get better, but they havent. As the days go by I just keep losing strength. I just want to be a part of a group of people where I feel like I belong. I dont want to feel like Im unwanted and unacknowledged anymore. I just want to have a chance at being happy for once and to be loved by others. I want to feel like Im home :(
Posted on: Mon, 21 Oct 2013 07:41:52 +0000
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