Being bipolar isnt a joke. We laugh about it but really its a struggle from day to day or days to days or weeks trying so fricking hard to do everything right..... Feeling like nothing is really real or things are too real. And medications are a joke people say people start to feel good so they stop taking their meds. That has never ever happened to me. I have tried every single serontin uptake inhibiting medication on the planet and those meds led me to have crash and burn anxiety worse than manically low moments. Just the thought of taking ONE more med that MIGHT work makes me sick... Because they never do. Im either on top of the world, or incredibly anxious, or incredibly sad. So I tell myself just keep trying Sam. Dont give up Sam. Just be better be smarter keep working keep trying dont give in dont give up put on that smile! Keep smiling! See arent I funny? Arent I cute? Look at me Im so smart and amazing dont you see?! But why am I crying? And laughing at THE same time? Its just an adorable samantha-ism right? Arent I normal? Im going to bed. Im going to count on sleep making me feel better. Thanks for letting me rant facebookland.
Posted on: Fri, 16 Jan 2015 04:10:27 +0000
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