Being perfectly content with being alone, with being self preserved in this intimate chrysalis chamber, with no sunlight bracing your personal surfaces, eyes shut with your mind at rest only thinking what this whole world could possibly be like. How beautiful it could be, how devastating it could potentially become, but you are scared. Scared of any comparability and judgment another set of beings throws upon you, as with every judgement is another noose you pull around your neck, restraining you from anything you once loved, or once desired to do because of this handicap, this chamber you tightly pulled your self into, protecting yourself. When your chamber cracks, you awake from the rest that you had such pride in, such comfort in. The sun hits your skin and when it feels like a thousand daggers peeling into your body, with lack of control over this feeling your mind is running with your legs stuck in the blocks, you know that these overwhelming feelings are real. In your mind you can not move, you can not think, you can only patiently wait. Wait for the night, for when your chamber is finally shed off of your body. You start to breath again, only to desperately try and avoid the neck reckless morning that damages your soul one piece more than the last; this is what you wait for, this is what you endure, this is what you defeat. To become a stronger person you need to remove your coverings, your shelter and through the pain of this gain the happiness of a life worth living again without fear and angst. Remember that nobody gets to live life backward. Look ahead, that is where your future lies, and it will be beautiful.
Posted on: Wed, 28 Aug 2013 22:07:53 +0000
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