Best Friend: It just feels like yesterday when we said goodbye, I can still hear your laugh and smell your coffee, oh how I miss you every day, they say it gets easier with time but for me it has been 18 years of not easy. Only acceptance has given me some peace. I try to think back on your days here and not the last day of your life here, but every year it comes and here it is. I wish I could hear your voice and talk to you face to face but I know that day will come for me soon enough. Do you remember how we use to plant our portable gardens so that we could always have them wherever we go. What great fun that was!. The Robert Cray playing on the tape deck and our drinking way too much coffee and even smoking cigarettes. You are like a portable garden for my heart, and your love and grace to me when I needed a light in the world is one of my greatest treasures. I know you are with Jesus and I know how you were so brave in your life when you got sick, I only hope that I can pass on the great unconditional love you gave to me, and how you made me feel like I mattered to God and that I could do anything and how you were always at my finish line cheering and clapping all along the way. I know you are watching Tarah and your beautiful grandson that you gave us all as symbol of love, he is here because of you dear friend because you never gave up the dream of having a child of your own, your beautiful Tarah has that same spirit and is a loving wonderful mother. I miss talking on the phone for hours to you and going to meetings. I can still here you say “I can’t, he can (GOD), I think I will let him. How you laughed when I thought it meant my husband!. See you soon my friend, until then I love you and I miss you. Kimmy
Posted on: Wed, 25 Sep 2013 16:41:26 +0000
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