Best Ive never had We werent in the same degree. I was in a block section and may mga subjects ka na magkaklase tayo kaya tayo nagkakilala. Lagi tayong magkausap sa classroom kaya naging close tayo. Everyday, I looked forward sa mga subjects na magkakasama tayo. Because you were a cool kid. Ang dali mong pakisamahan and I was proud to be the closest friend you had in our section. Hindi ka naman ganun kagwapo pero bakit crush kita? Lagi kitang hinahanap. Siguro kasi, masaya ako kapag kausap kita. Ako lang siguro pero I see you as the funniest guy Ive known. You always make me happy when youre around. And finally, you asked for my number. Weeks have passed. You asked me if I still have classes and fortunately, wala na akong klase that time. You asked me to come over your place so you can introduce me to your friends. That was so sweet of you. Sinundo mo ako sa school and asked me if I was hungry. Binilhan mo ako ng food. Pumunta tayo sa place mo kasi naghihintay na friends mo. Nameet ko sila and I can feel na they are good friends of yours. I liked them kasi hindi ako na-OP sa inyo. They entertained me and I was overwhelmed. Mas na-amaze ako sayo because you have the best circle of friends. Minsan, kinakabahan ako kasi baka hindi mo na ako pansinin sa school kasi baka awkward. But I was wrong. You were still a sweet guy in front of other people. In front of our friends. Pero they knew nothing. Nagtaka na lang sila kung bakit bigla tayong ganun. Bakit tayo sweet? I never talked about it to my friends because I dont wanna spoil it. Just go with flow, kumabaga. As time goes by, lalo kitang nakikilala. You always tell me to come over and I always did. (Guys, dont get me wrong. I go to his place not for pleasurable purposes but for his great company.) You always cook food for me. Pinipilit mong ayusin mga gamit mo pag dumadating ako and that was funny but atleast you tried. Hahaha. Now tell me, how could I not fall for someone like you? You felt like home. Kapag stressed ako sa school, you were there to keep that stress away. Pag dadating ako sa place mo, may sasalubong agad na hug telling me everything will be fine and its for my future. Matutulog lang ako sa tabi mo and all is well na. Maglalaro ka ng ps3 or manonood ng movie habang binabantayan ako. Kiss sa forehead pag magigising ako. At pag bored ka na kasi tulog lang ako ng tulog, kukulitin mo ko, pinipilit mong idilat mata ko saying, Gising ka na ba? Gising ka na pleeaaase I miss you! We always talk about nonsense things habang nakahiga lang. Naghihintay lang ng oras and out of the blue bigla mong sinabi, No one can ever hurt you because you are my princess. That made my heart melt. I hugged you tighter but it was time for me to go home. You always ask for a kiss and a hug everytime I leave. Hindi mo ko papaalisin hanggang walang kiss and hug. Ano na bang meron tayo? Bigla akong napaisip. Pero I ignored it kasi masaya naman tayo. Hindi ako nagdemand ng commitment. Something happened. And we both enjoyed it. Hindi ko maitatanggi yun. I liked you. I wanted you. I was falling inlove with you. You said you have the same feelings. Then you told me, Wag ka muna magboboyfriend. I wasnt sure of what to think of. Dahil ba gusto mong maging tayo? Na wag na ko magentertain ng ibang manliligaw? Pero naisip ko din, Ano daw? So wala pala tong balak na ligawan ako? Dun ako nagsimulang magisip isip. I controlled my feelings. Sabi ko sa sarili ko, sige lang. I-enjoy mo lang yung moments na masaya kayo. Malay mo, dumating pa sa next level. Time goes by and I still convince myself not to be crazy about you. I dont want to get hurt. We were still the same. Masaya pa din though walang commitment. Just friends. Parehas tayong single kaya walang hadlang. Until finals came. We were both busy. Naguusap pa din pero biglang nagbago. Nawalan tayo ng spark. Hanggang sa nagsembreak na, wala na tayong communication. I wasnt much hurt. Siguro naramdaman ko din na mangyayari to. Kasi wala tayong commitment. Parehas naman nating gusto ang isat isa e. Maybe we just chose to enjoy our single life. Good thing I warned myself not to get attached. But I still want you. I badly wanted you. Months have passed at nalaman kong may girlfriend ka na. May boyfriend na din ako that time. I was happy for you. Because I know you deserve someone to make you happy. You deserve the best honey. Tulog na tulog na ko tapos nagchat ka sakin at sobrang kinilig ako. You were saying sorry for what happened to us. You also wanted to bring back the old us and I really wanted that too. Sobrang inaantok ako nung time na yun kaya sabi ko, screenshot ko nga to. Baka kasi nananaginip lang ako. Titingnan ko na lang ulit phone ko pagkagising ko. I woke up and checked the time. Akala ko sobrang tagal na ng tulog ko pero 3 minutes pa lang pala. Shit! Panaginip lang pala na kinausap mo ako. I checked my messenger and I went crazy! Totoo pala! I wasnt dreaming! Nagkita tayo the next day at parang wala na namang nagbago. Bumalik tayo sa dati. Pinagluto mo ako. Magkatabi. Magkausap. Hanggang sa tumagal na yung usapan natin and our topic gets weirder and weirder. Here we go again. I think Im just dreaming. Am I dreaming? Wake up! Wake up!!!! Yup. I was dreaming. I finally woke up from the truth na we really are better off this way. I stalked your Facebook as soon as I have reached my phone and I can see that you really are happy with her now. Im still happy for you. I wanted you honey. I swear, I wanted you. But maybe we werent meant for each other. Not meant to be together. Just meant to be a part of each others lives. Mila Kunis (FEU Manila - IAS 2013)
Posted on: Sat, 03 Jan 2015 15:48:57 +0000
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