Boy oh Boy, I am some kind of squirrel-ey tonight, and I hate that autocorrect corrects my spelling when Im in the midst of one of my lifes true pleasures that of making up a word, not that squirrel-ey is so original. I am RID a bit tonight and for no good reason, it just is. I would like to be living with folks that I LOVE. I would like to have family gathering and meals once or a couple of times per week. I would like to be building towards something beyond just being in acceptance right now, but that seems to be the most and only thing that I really can work on right now. I guess I need to find out how to build a blog site, not even sure what one is, except that I suppose its different from having a different FB page, so that I can post longer bits of my writing. You see for some reason, when I am writing here, on FB, it starts pouring out of me, and when Im on a blank page on my own computer, its not the same. Its as though some how I am with all of you, as Im creating or you are with me. I need to be with my tribe now. I am weary of being alone. I now know how to be on my own, fully and I do not fear or resent it, I love and embrace it, and I want to be in love, and love with others who share my living space, land, property some how. So thanks for letting me share. Missing my own families old time, Sunday dinners at my Grammy Laings, there was something reassuring about that ritual, and its dependability. I miss my family. I love you all for being my cyber family. namaste -Dei
Posted on: Mon, 20 Oct 2014 01:29:43 +0000
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