C #153 Its not a confession, actually its true story of my life. Here it starts, - She is my first love. I met her in class VIII at a tutorial & developed friendship on very first day. With time it seemed to getting stronger. From class IX we are going to almost all tutorials together. Although I felt attractions to her on very first day, I proposed her after 3years in class XI at a picnic on a Sunday & she said yes to me on Tuesday. Our relation was going along pretty well. The one bad pinch in it was that some of my friends told me that she is having another relation with some other boy of her school also. I didnt believe them, actually thought that if she likes someone over me she will tell me that. Actually it should be like that way I think. I love someone that doesnt necessarily mean that she must love me. But she should say it clearly. Otherwise you are betraying both of them. Anyways I never questioned her about that. In the meantime we passed higher secondary & I took admission in a college 60km away from home. So I had to stay in hostel. I used to come home in every weekend & meet her. But in the break after first semester she get caught in my eyes with that boy in very intimate position. I broke up with her then & there, became very angry but still could not do any harm to her. But it broke me apart too much. It almost felt like end of the world. Then I got great support from 4 persons. One is my cousin sister, two girls from tutorials & one guy (who is from my locality, same school & tutorials) . Hereby I would like to thank them for being with me, bearing with my stupid reactions like cry,anger etc & listening to all my craps. Sometimes there were lot of disagreements still they are being with me. I am lucky enough not to take a hasty decision of breaking these friendships even when they talked against my first love. Although with one girl among them contact has faded away with time. Others are with me still today. Im specially thankful to the other girl among those two friends as she came back to me even after a blunder done by me. That was I proposed her in third year but she didnt accept as she never thought me as a lover of her & she doesnt want a life partner of same age. I was upset but I requested her to keep the friendship even I knew it cant be the same after proposal. She didnt talk to me even didnt receive my calls, didnt replied my messages for two long years. Then I was cursing myself for ruining that beautiful friendship. Thanks to my fate & her she came back to me as a friend again just six months ago. I will be ever grateful to you for coming back & I promise never to embarrass you like that again although I still dream to have you as my life partner. I need you by my side, dont care about the name of the relation.
Posted on: Mon, 18 Nov 2013 12:13:06 +0000
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