CONFESSION: A few years ago I was unhappy and insecure about myself. I disrespected my self and others because of it. I was attached to the past and the hurt that people put me through and it made me a miserable person to be around. I would mask this a lot to outsiders or people who I thought would judge me on top of the people I felt already did. I looked to people who cared less about my development to give me self worth, instead they encouraged my insecurities and moulded a monster in disguise. It broke me down and subconsciously I was regretful of my mistakes and used them as an excuse to make more. The moment I changed is the moment I realised I was a child (mentally) and had all the right to make mistakes until I learnt the lessons, I also realised that I wasnt the only one who made mistakes so therefore could not be judged as Id never know who was living the same lie and judging out of guilt, I let go of my guilt and held my head high when learning my lessons from my mistakes, I looked at my self and told my self the truth instead of looking to others, my goal was no longer to please others but to please my self by constantly redefining my purpose as I experienced life and to this day I run my life. This is why I stand before you as the woman I am today Letitia Antoinette Grant-Brown, with my head held high with no shame in my mistakes as they have sculpted a person that can reveal their deepest secrets without feeling the need to skirt around them. I tell people about what Ive been through and the things I am not proud of doing in hope that it will teach the lessons I had to study through numerous mistakes before learning them. If youre down, feeling like you cant let go of your past through fear of being judged, feel stuck in a position because your holding onto your past then confess to yourself, be honest, do not justify but rectify your behaviour and when you are secure enough about your self you will naturally become a teacher to those in the same predicament. I promise you. You can change your life.
Posted on: Sun, 30 Mar 2014 22:01:50 +0000
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