Camz has been the only constant in my life for the last 38 years... Were not perfect. Right now I believe were not speaking. Miss Price is peeved yet again. Well survive. I doubt anyone can say they have a perfect relationship with their children. But then again, WHAT exactly is perfect? I aint the best mother in the world, I could never claim that. However I know for sure I aint the worst. As every mother Ive had to make some very difficult decisions where she was concerned. None of which I regret. Being Rachel Price the difficulty metronome beat is consistent in its swing. An only child, Camz is spoilt beyond comprehension... sigh. For instance she was gone for the weekend, she came in today and there are suitcases full of clothes punctuating the steps to my bedroom. Im dutifully ignoring the clothes mixed with sneakers in a bag in my kitchen. After our negative experience recently, I aint sweating the small stuff. I want her off island as much as possible. I feel if she werent around shed be happier and safer... I hate nagging. My fret percentage has skyrocketed. I call. She calls. I pray. God answers. With all my worry, care and fretting... I cannot imagine Life without mih pickney. I just want her safe. Ive recognised what can only be described as Joy when she comes looking for small talk... When shes not underfoot I miss my child. In a weird way shes more than my daughter, almost akin to extension of self. We look alike... mannerisms same. But Camz is her own person. At some of my lowest, darkest moments the only reason I chose to rise was Camz... my ONLY measure of sanity. I choose Life. There are many causes worth dying for. From my perch my quest for Life begins with new Life and opportunity. FAMILY IS ALL THAT MATTERS. All that being said, I have a few questions for Kublalsingh:~ 1:- Kublalsingh, WHERE yuh family ? 2:- Are you ready to die leaving your wife & son to walk without you? 3:- This government has already ignored so much, your death will matter not. What exactly is the PRIORITY? 4:- Who EXACTLY is benefitting from your death? 5:- The people around you are cheering with full bellies and greedy eyes... who EXACTLY is financially feeding the Hi-way Re-route Movement? A stretch of road consisting of people that WANT the hi-way is worth your Life? The mangrove and flora earmarked for destruction is worth HUMAN Life? I understand frustration. I recognise pain. I feel for my land as acutely as any patriot. I also see greed, underhandedness and blatant deceit... all aint toooo right. Yuh could fool some most of the time, but not all, all of the time. Man without food and water for more than 21 days? Somebody seems to be channeling Ghandi. bless
Posted on: Tue, 14 Oct 2014 01:40:54 +0000
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