Can I be truthfully and genuinely honest? This will the first and last time I will discuss these. I can be accused of many things. But selfish and a cheater can NOT be any of them. My pasts, to this day, they pestered me. Ive given as many chances and tried as many tries to understand and to love beyond what love can even define. But even superwoman like me gets drained out and exhausted from fighting (with, for and against all odds) and understanding beyond my capability to understand. Even superwoman like me knows when what they have fought for and endured is enough. Even superwoman like me admits theyve done all they can and yet, they lost a fight and they surrender. But the beauty of a superwoman like me is the undying persistence to get up when we fall, to fix a broken heart by loving again and not giving up on love just yet, and no matter how harsh and painful, to be thankful for the lessons learned from both the people and the experiences. I hold all the ammunition of emotional bullets ready to aim fire and hit them on torturing and tormenting bulls eyes. I have all the valid reasons to be angry and retaliate from all the emotional blackmails, character assasinations and false accusations. But no, I will NOT. Instead, I will end their queries with these: FORGIVE ME if Ive hurt your feelings, for the angry words said, for the decision to move on because I believed I deserved that and for being imperfect. I AM SORRY for my share of mistakes and Ill take responsibility for that. GOD BLESS YOU...I hope you find the genuine happiness without the need to bash me anymore and Ill keep forgiving and understanding. GOOD LUCK...in all honesty, I wish nothing but the best for you. And for now, we cant be friends, were strangers almost enemies. But time will heal all wounds. And someday, we will get there. But THANK YOU for the unforgotten love, cherished memories, and valuable lessons learned whatever it maybe. Maybe, for now, this is GOODBYE. If I may borrow from Oprah Winfrey, True forgiveness is when you can say, Thank you for that experience. Yes, contrary to what theyve said, my parents raised me well. I hope I made them proud and did them justice. In a few hours Ill delete these and erase them out of my life. But Ill have them read it for themselves. Make sure it reaches them to those who are friends and connected to them. So help me, God.
Posted on: Wed, 02 Apr 2014 23:51:57 +0000
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