Can I give yall a little testimony and word of encouragement? A couple of months ago, God revealed to me that I was moving into a higher level in Him. After revealing this me, He showed me an open vision, in it, I saw this demon. He was sitting like a Crow, Gargoyle, or Bird-like. He was all black, but had these huge wings that had fire inside them. The fire seemed to be alive. Now, this startled me a little, I was wondering why I was seeing this. The Lord then told me, this is the demon assigned to try an hinder you. This demon cannot touch you, hurt you, or harm you. Its job is to create illusions, illusions that seem so huge, awful, and big in hopes that youll give in to them and walk off course. The Lord then told me how important it is that I dont give in to the things Im about to see, hear, and experience. Dont allow no Illusions, Distractions, or Fear to throw me off. Now, I wont lie. I almost forgot about this moment bcuz weeks later, I began going thru! My life seemed to be crazy. And it seemed like everything began crashing down on me at once. I was trying to take care of my Moms needs, and I was overwhelmed bcuz I couldnt do everything I needed to. My kids was acting out a little. Me and my hubby wasnt where we needed to be. I felt all sorts of feelings and emotions I never felt. Soon after, my Mom passed away, she wasnt sick or terminal, she just died. And I was at work when it happened, got the call while ringing up an customer. Came home to see my Mom stretched out on the floor. I had no words for my kids. I felt so alone. About a week or two later, I felt like I was about to Snap (mentally). My mind was so troubled, and I told my Husband, I need to check myself into the hospital, bcuz I cant do it any longer. Giving up was the only option I saw. I tried to pray, but I had no words to say to God. I felt like He left me. *Tears* But God! Hallelujah!!!!! But God!!!! Oh my, but God!! I could have been on someones mental ward, but God. Could have been suicidal, but God. Could have left my Husband, but God. Could have walked away from my faith, but God. I wont lie to yall. I wont give yall a fairy tale story to make yall feel good. Im being completely transparent right now, If God can do this for me. If He can keep me. If He can forgive me. HE WILL DO THE SAME FOR YOU. Your Faith is not in vain!!! God Bless you!
Posted on: Fri, 25 Apr 2014 12:59:12 +0000
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