Cant live in this environment no one i chill with will let me live descent i have a feeling ill die before i repent my life is like a bomb feeling explosive so in order to live violence is what i have to give but then the lord wont forgive how can i have lived so long in this bullshit i think my enemies are back ready to pistol wip so i got a tight grip on a smith and wesson its the easiest access as a weapon cuz these fooz plan to teach me a lesson so im ready for the fooz to be steppin How long do i have to continue to suffer i have a feeling all this shit will be discovered soon by my mother so i feel time is running out i need to move to a far away house tired of living like my past crowd cuz of them i got guns aimed at me n shots every night get more loud everywhere i turn i see tahoes or a suburban the feeling to kill gets more urgent this my big fat discipline im learnin tired of living paranoid any sound gets me alert i feel a relative will soon get hurt all cuz of my stupidity now i put on my shoulder a wild duty playing vigilant patrol getting my hands dirty just hope one day like my peers this will be over cuz seriously my breathing time limit is not getting any slower
Posted on: Wed, 26 Jun 2013 05:17:40 +0000