Change .... Its not a New Years thing , I just have a real feeling that this year will bring change , yes its coinciding with the new year , I no longer have a van , Im taking a real risk on new work opportunities , the main point being , the opportunities are there , ..... I have often heard people say get out of your comfort zone , believe me there is no comfort zone in being a freelancer in the music business , and many of my friends will bear witness to that !! But now I seem to get what it means , for the first time in a long time , I feel as if I am achieving things , not just bangin my head against a wall waiting for things to change (and hurting the wall) And by making these changes , I realise that I have many talents which I had either forgotten about , or taken for granted .... And it makes me feel good about myself , and thats a thing I havent done for a while , low self esteem is one of the the most debilitating consequences of depression and not one that is easy to shift , but by taking the leap into some things , I find myself sitting back and goin wow !! I didnt know I could do that , but I can And for many years I did not want to make a change because of fear , I never realised that making the changes would actually help me to get to grips with that fear , and also have the wonderful side effect of feeling good about myself because I had the gumption to try some thing , and even when I failed garnered satisfaction from the attempt !!! Try a little change .... And other random midnight thoughts ..... M
Posted on: Sun, 11 Jan 2015 01:10:42 +0000
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