Chapter 37 This was so damn shocking because firstly my brother believes in the whole men dont cry crap so seeing him like this made me feel even worse after what just happened with mum. Before he even greeted me, he confronted me about mum crying after seeing me and what happened. I told him and even though he wasnt on great terms with mum. I could still see that he was angry at what I had just done. After I told him in defence why I did it and how I felt regretful now. He actually started softening and all. My brother was hardly there when I grew up. He didnt seem like the caring type. He was the type that only spoke to you when he needed something and this for me was a change of scenery as he was here to support me as the brother that I always wanted but never had. But wait, I even said it myself, he only speaks to you when he needs something. What is my brother up to??? I asked him upfront as we dont keep secrets from each other when it concerns either of us. He broke the news to me. He thinks he had found his soulmate. He was here to ask advice from me as he had heard that I was getting married as well. This brought tears to my eyes because when I told everyone about me being engaged, I had totally forgot about my own flesh and blood. This also made me cry because I wasnt getting married anymore and seeing my brother soooo happy when I was miserable wasnt going to make me feel better anytime soon. He asked what was wrong and I had no choice but to tell him everything. It was so uncomfortable for him because I could see that anger was boiling inside of him but he was keeping it bottled up. Right at that moment Siya came in. My brothers hand clutched up into a fist and he got up. Me hayi (no) dont, he isnt worth it...what are you doing here??? I thought I told you to leave. He had a basket filled with my favourite chocolates. ( a variety) and roses. This guy knows how to make me forgive him but this wasnt enough after what he had put me through. He told me that he just had to see me, he couldnt stop thinking about me. He said that it pained him knowing that I was in hospital and he was somewhere roaming the streets of who knows ,doing nothing to help me. He said that he just had to see my face. He told me that he longed to feel and touch my smooth skin but he knew that I wouldnt really appreciate him doing that. He walked closer to me and even though I was trying to forgive him, battle of the mind, I just couldnt. I thanked him and told him to turn around with his white gestures and leave. He tried persuading me to take the gifts and since my brother was still in the room. He just grabbed the gifts. After Siya left, my brother opened a box of chocolates and started eating. I was craving for chocolate all day so since it was in front of me, I wasnt about to say no to it. We ate about 3 boxes of chocolates and there were still lots more in the baskets he brought them in. We couldnt digest anymore so I just decided to leave them next to me. I told my brother to wait until I was discharged for us to discuss that soulmate thing of his. He nodded and told me that he will send my cousins in as they have been waiting patiently outside in the waiting room. A few minutes later, they rushed in as if they were late for catching public transport of something was biting their bums. They came in with more gifts and they were all hugging and kissing me as if I had just woken up from death or something. After 30 minutes with my girls, I received a text message. When I looked at it I saw the name HONEY BUNCH written which indicated who the sms was from. I just shrugged and continued with my conversation as if nothing happened as I ignored the text...goodnight diary
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