Chapter 43 Yamkela and I were fine.I was happy that I got my Yamkela back the Yamkela I fall inlove with though I was still confused I also had Xolisa but Xolisa and I hardly talk ebekowabo so la Ntombi ebemthe nca ngeyona ndlela. It was January now festive things passed.Yamkela wasnt going back to East London he was done with theory bekusele ipractical.I had high hopes that things will change atleast he will be able to support us financial.I wont lie benditsala nzima ngomcimbi wemali bekungelulanga kwaphela.I gained weight some of my clothes were small bendine nteshe kaloku zange ndizibelekele so zange ndikwazi usibopha isisu.After birth umzimba uyatshintsha.Zukhanye wayelilibele ibele encanca idrink I wasnt happy about it but I had no other choice. It was 16th of January schools were open ndingazazi noba ndizothini phi. I woke up early in the morning I took a bath while everyone was still asleep.Mom woke up when I was done.I wore my tunic and jersey then socks with my shoes.Remember I sold my blazer,tie and skirt.I wasnt used not to wear a blazer ndandiyiqhele ngeyona ndlela but ke I had to adopt the situation. Mom : oh sewugqibile Me : Yeah hey Mom : uzosifunelwa ngubani kengoku isikolo Me : uTar Sne uzohamba nam Mom : mhmm uzokwazi usuka apa uye pha Me : I will manage Ma Mom : Goodluck ke ntombi Me : sho I wasnt happy marn about this new arragement.I walk to school with others we got to school ndabe ndidinwe ndisifa sweating yho nalo pods yangathi khange ndiyithambise.I was lost khubone xa uyiqhwetsi mos you look around and see one person you know maybe nalomntu awumqhelanga I was like that wabe uAvumile engumfana esiya kwabanye abafana so I was standing there alone kwathi gqi uSinethemba. Sne : Why are you standing here alone Me : hayi bhuti you know I dont know anyone here Sihle : Dont tell me you dont know Nosive and other girls Sihle was Sinethembas friend. Me : Kaloku Sihle they are looking for their friends and classmate I dont wanna disturb them Sihle : mhmm Sne : Makhe sibuze pha mfondini ba uzothathwa na we can stand here the whole day if we aint asking Sihle : Iya kaloku mfo Sne paced to the staffroom with my report card.He came back with one of the teachers after some time they were in a serious conversation they reached us. Teacher : mfo He greeted Sihle and shook hands then me. Teacher : The thing is we dont take anyone who is going to do matric becouse we are not sure wether your report is not a fake one.Last year we admitted many fakes matriculants this year we wont make any risks other ways you have good marks there. Me : Sir what can I do to prove that its not fake.. Teacher : Theres nothing you can do couse kusenokwenzeka your mother or sister or any relative you have will make that prove we can take you if you gonna go back to grade 11. Yhoo yangathi uthetha kude.Repeating grade eleven was the last thing on my mind. Sne : Ok siyakuva ke Sir Teacher : All you can do now is to go back in your high school ask for second chance theres no high school that will take you now. I nodded words were stuck in my throat I had a big lump.My grandmother can say I will repeat grade eleven since indim umntu owamashayo wazala endaweni yofunda.I was expecting anything from her becouse she always takes decisions for me. We walk back home.I was deep in my thoughts in my own world.Sihle and Sne were talking but didnt hear anything they were saying. Sihle : Anie Im talking Me : mhmm Sihle : so you are not listening Me : Yeah ndimamele marn Sne : uMarn uyaphi kengo. Me : sorry bhuti benisithini Sihle :uDele uthi ungathathwa eJ.S akhongxaki mos zange ugxothwe Me : uMagaba akafuni nje ndiye Sne : I will talk to her Me : wawumgqibele emamela Sihle : Kaloku uDele uyathandwa nguMakhulu maybe angamamela Me : mhmm Mna bendiphelelwe ngamathemba shame konana uMagaba ebemthanda ubhuti but ke kule into bebengazuvumelana kwaphela. We got home I went straight to my room where Zukhanye was sleeping.I kissed his forehead and changed to pair of jean and t-shirt. Sinethemba was talking to my grandmother and mom in the living room.I joined them. Grandma : Sinethemba awundiva kakuhle uAnathi makaphinde lo nine Mom : kodwa mama simbuyisela emva uzova kabuhlungu Grandma : nguye umntu owamithayo kaloku uzoya esikolweni abuyele emntaneni wakhe Sne : kodwa Magriza uxolo awunalo Grandma : Ndamxolela these are the results mntanam Me : mna andizumphinda uGrand eleven yes I fall pregnant bendingamameli ndiyavuma kodwa le ipunishment ingapha koqonda ngoku Grandma : uzama uthini Me : If akhomntu ozohlala nomntana kaloku ndizomsa kulo Yamkela Grandma : Ufuna uyophisa ngalomntwana simkhulise nzima ngoku huh hee zange ndiyive le ufuna uyenza into.Jonga mntanam uba awufuni umphinda lo Nine uzohlala apha phantsi ungafundi andazi ke ba ngubani umntu uzofrisha iqaba umntana lo yena akayi ndawo uzohlala apha nawe blatt shit. She got up and left me in tears. Ningandithuki bendingekho ryt :( :(
Posted on: Mon, 15 Dec 2014 17:00:47 +0000
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