Chapter 61 On Tuesday, ndasiwa nguDaddy esikolweni, I was feeling much better because he spent the previous night with me and told me that no matter what happens, he will never stop loving me and he will never leave me nor forsake me, just like Jesus Christ promised His disciples. Though I was feeling much better, ndimane ndilibala, kwakuthi xa iphinde yafika engqondweni into yokuba kanene ndisalinde iiresults ze HIV, ibe ngathi uvalo luzawutaka ngomlomo, ndigevezele amadolo ndiphelelwe lithemba. Yaba ngathi inde iveki kunye neweekend yayo. On Sunday we went to Church sabizwa ngaphambili thina sonke malungu esasisanda kwamkelwa ngeeEasters, nathi sesinxibe iblack and white zethu kuba sasinxityiwe ngeeEasters. Mommy and Daddy beza nabo ngaphambili xa utata uMfundisi ebiza thina new members with our family members. They were really my family and I felt their love and support. Ngalo mini, when our Pastor prayed for us, I felt so relieved, it was like a huge stone has been removed from my shoulders and my back. Our Pastor said something I couldn’t forget. He said that it may happen that we have welcomed Christianity as our religion, and the Church as our denomination, but have we accepted Jesus Christ as our Saviour, Redeemer and King? Ebunyanisweni ndandingazange ndiyicinge into yokuba xa usiya ecaweni its different kunaxa wamkele uYesu Kristu njengeNkosi noMsindisi. Zaphinda zabuya zonke iingcinga zam zokukhula, zonke izinto eziwrongo endakha ndazenza. Ndakhawulezisa ndenza umthandazo after uMfundisi esenzise ingxelo yezono. Ndamcela uBawo ukuba andixolele onke amatyala am nazo zonke izono zam, endinazo ngokucinga, ngokuthetha nangokwenza, ndade ndamcela ukuba andibonise indlela nakule into ndikuyo imalunga noDaddy, ndamcela ukuba iiresults zam ze HIV test zibe negative. Ndathi ndiwugqiba loo mthandazo zabe iinyembezi zisehla ngezidlele, but then I felt so relieved and lighter. Kwathi kanti uDaddy noMommy bandibonile ukuba ndiyalila, ndabeva besondela, omnye wandibamba eleft omnye eright. Mommy was brushing my back whilst Daddy brushed my chest. Our Pastor prayed for us one by one. Our families hugged us, nam ke ndafumana those warm hugs from Mommy and Daddy. On Monday morning, the next week, Daddy informed me that he just received a call from Dr Kwinana so we will start at Dr Kwinana’s suites before andise esikolweni. I started to panick again kangangokuba oko ndandithule indlela yonke. To cut the long story short, my results were negative. Praise be to God! Jesus! After all the bad things I have done, I was given a second chance. I cried tears of joy, Daddy stood up to hug me ndabe ndilila esifubeni sakhe. Dr Kwinana waphuma, ndiyabona uba he wanted to give us some privacy. Daddy kissed me and said that we need to celebrate, but after school. He called Mommy wamxelela efounini. Andazi uba wathini uMommy but ndayiva nje indawo akhwaza kuyo esithi: Praise God! Ndandihambela phezulu esikolweni ngaloo mini, kwaphela ukugula yangathi zange kubekhona, ndangumqabaqaba igqabi levinegar. I continued with my chores endlini, kwamnandi as the whole family kaDaddy yayisiya indamkela. Phofu ke ndandingena xesha labo, as long as uDaddy noMommy loved me. I really felt as part of their family, a family I never had, kungathi ndiyintombi yabo manyani except when it came to the part where Daddy would kiss me, I mean the romantic kisses. During the long weekend of May, as you know that idibana kunye nebirthday yam, we went to Johannesburg, mna noDaddy noMommy. They decided to take me out because I told them that andifuni birthday. Noko I was 22 years of age so ndandingaboni mfuneko yayo. Sahamba ke using SAA safika sathatha ihired car phambili. I was more than happy to see my child. Yhoo, Fuzile had really grown up. He was looking like his father ke ngoku. I looked at him, held him and I cried especially when he called me ‘Mama’. Thyini umntanam wayengandilibelanga mos. We spent the whole long weekend noDaddy noMommy sithenga izinto eRhawutini. Saboleka uFuzile sayomthengela iimpahla, sayolala naye ehotel as Daddy booked two rooms, eyam neyabo. We had the best time. Eyona part yandihlekisayo was when Mommy said she wanted to rest ehotel room so uDaddy suggested uba mna naye sikhe simshiye aphumle siye eSandton. Hayi ke, I had the best time of my life there. Daddy was spoiling me, endithengela yonke into, ooni nooni. As we were walking emall, wayehamba endifunqula, akhe emana endithi khunqu esinqeni, andithi mngcwaa. When we returned at the hotel, Mommy was still fast asleep so we went to my room. Sangena savala, sajula pha ezo parcels and we started to kiss each other very romanticly. Niyamazi ke uDaddy ngeekisses zakhe, he specialises. Ndibone sesikhululana, continued to kiss each other, siphathaphathana kamnandi. He then kissed my ear, down to my neck. I screamed when he sucked my breasts, my pond became warm and moist. Wehlela to the belly button, yhoooo yangaske ndivalelwe embizeni engusize 20 emnyama kunye naye qha. He pulled down my underwear, kissed my pond, went inside, inside, inside with his tongue. He rolled his tongue, sucking from my pond. I was really on and my pond was wet with love juices. He opened my pond wider and continued to lick. I made little screams, iincwina ezimnandana nezikhalwanyana zothando. Wenyuka again to kiss me and we kissed each other very passionately. His hard and long pony touched my pond. I became very hot. I thought: Oh Nkosi yam kwenzeka ntoni kum? Why am I becoming weak again? Why is this happening to me? Must I fight these feelings or what? Is what I am feeling bad or good? If these feelings are bad then why are they happening to me? Why on earth Dear God did you bring this man into my life? For Heaven’s sake Bawo, why is this man loving me and why am I having feelings of love for him? Dali: Sthandwa sam! Me: Mhmmm (ndatsho ngelizwi elitshothozayo). Dali: You are not with me now. Me: I’m sorry my dear, something came to my mind. Dali: What? Do you have doubts? Me: No, not that, I believe that God gave me a second chance in life so I don’t want to sin again. Dali: Okay, tomorrow is the 2nd of May, lets go to Home Affairs and get married. Me: What? Are you……. Dali: No, I’m not mad! Me: How can you say that? How can you……. Dali: Listen Alu sthandwa sam, this will never change, it is the fact that I love you, and I know that you love me, so, it is just a matter of time before we get married, so we might just…….. Me: Ha-a Daddy, we can’t do this! Dali: Awundithandi? Me: Ndiyakuthanda. Dali: So? Ndiyakuthanda and uyandithanda, iphi ingxaki ke ngoku? Me: You are married, and I don’t …………. Dali: You don’t want to marry a married man? Daddy started to laugh. All this time he was on top of me, showering me with light kisses. He started to kiss me passionately again and I responded. He was kissing me all over my body. Ndizibone sendimkhulula eyakhe iunderwear. Yhoo, ndothukela ngaphakathi. Engaka ipony! Zange ndayibona tu. Yayizawungena kum? Ndithe ndisesi statue ndisamile wandifunqula endibuyisela back to my position. We continued to kiss. Yazivulekela imilenze kum. I cried love tears when his pony rubbed on my pond. Slowly, gently but firm, yangena ipony inside my pond and was welcomed with pleasure. I couldn’t control myself, I screamed ndililiswa bubumnandi. Yhoooo, yayingathi ndiyaqala ukuyiva le into. Wandenza kamnandi uJola ndabhuda ndazilibala noba ndingubani. Ndiphatha kuthi: Aah Kumkani, Mhlekazi wam endimthandayo, sthandwa sam sanaphakade, Jolinkomo omhle, yithathe yonke Qengeba yeyakho wedwa, suyiyeka Mphankomo ndikupha yonke nawe ndiphe yonke. Naye wayengayekanga ukubhuda wabe endiphethuphethula. Yena ephatha kuthi: Nkosazana yam endiyithandayo, ungowam wedwa wena, Loloza kaDaddy, sana lukaDali, mfazi kaAndile, nkosikazi yooJola, ndiyakuthanda MamSwati, owu nobuhle wam……………………………… I came twice kuloo round nje iyodwa. We were sweating ingathi sise steamroom. Sithe sakugqiba akaphuma kum, wayiyeka ipony yakhe inside my pond. He thanked me esithi: enkosi my love, enkosi Mangwane, Hlengele, Mavuso wam omhle, wabe endiphuza oko edlala ngamabele am nam ndimphulula isifuba neziphika, ipony yakhe isengaphakathi kwipond yam imana ithukuza kamnandi.
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