Chapter 72 He got closer and hugged me. I melted, I froze, I was just hot and cold at the same time. Didnt trust my voice to speak, I was just overwhelmed by his presence Him: Ey love, wow how long has it been? Youre looking beautiful by the way Okay this is weird, I had nothing to say and after so long he still thinks Im beautiful. *smiles* Me: Uhm... Im well thanks and how are you? Youre not bad yourself, I see somethings never change- I took a deep breath, I couldnt believe I just managed to say that. Prince: yeah yeah yeah, you know how I roll- Thing about Prince is that I always loved him I just never dated him, I would died literary each time I saw him dating some chick, Id go as far as hating the chick. Surprisingly Id know each time he gets a new chick and No I wasnt stalking him, things just knew how to find me :-/ . I had been so caught up in my own thoughts that I didnt hear he was talking, he patted my shoulders giving me a fright Me: Mmmmm Prince: welcome come back wifey Me: Eh whose wifey? Prince: We both know the truth, you just never gave us a chance. Me: I played with my fingers not knowing how to respond to that Prince: I still love you, I never stopped loving you. I tried talking to you last year but you gave me a cold shoulder, guess what Love? Im fueled up, Im never giving up on you, on us. I know the feeling is mutual T, I just wonder why do you fear so much? I wont hurt you, I love you. Honestly I dont know why we never dated, wait was it because I wasnt ready? If I wasnt, why then was I ready to get jealous? Refuse to talk to him after I have seen him with a girl? Wasnt that part of being ready? Wasnt that expected of a girl in a relationship? Not from a girl who rejected the guy for more three years now. What was I to him? Just a friend. I friendzoned him, but it killed me, I didnt want to admit but that didnt make the pain go away. Id cry sometimes, but why? I couldnt fathom this, how could I cry for someone who wasnt and isnt mine? Its not like he cheated on me. What do I say to him now? He disappeared on me last year, how do I trust he wont do it again? But who am I fooling? I didnt give the guy a break, how then was he suppose to put up with my harsh responses, his fueled up, I caused him too. I remember crying to my cousin telling her how I missed Prince and how he disappeared. This overwhelmed me, I couldnt take it anymore because just then my cousin told me his not a sangoma, he cant consult the bones and know what you want, youve got to put it out there. Me: Stop Prince: Impossible, I love you and you love me too, I got your letter, you said it yourself. Kwalaphi kani T? I disappeared last year because I didnt know where I stood, I didnt even know whether you loved me or not, I had no idea. Okay I had an idea but I needed you to confirm it, the way you couldnt hide your jealousy in primary,the way you tried so hard to avoid eye contact and the way you tried so hard not to show that you enjoyed my company, that you wanted me all to yourself but love you have got to understand, I needed you to say it. Im sorry for the pain Ive put you through. Me: Prince please, can we not? Atleast not now- I was shy, startled, his quoting every word I said Prince: Mmmmm okay, where you headed? Me: Home Prince: Oh I hear you live in Lekazi now Me: Yeah, Im sorry but I have to get back to my friends Prince: oh okay, its chilled- he said that with so much sadness and disappointment Me: Goodbye then Prince: See you soon- and I left Lindo: Mngani whose that hunk? Me: Mmmmm Prince Ngelo: Prince, Prince?- she asked with so much enthusiasm Me: I dont know about Prince, Prince but his name is Prince- I said sarcastically Lindo: You can act dumb sometimes Me: Ncaaaw The both hit me playfully and we laughed Me: Nomsa, you okay? Nomsa: yeah Me: Mmmmm, lets go- we took a taxi home I was too full and too tired to cook. My phone rang Me: Elo Him: oh ey gorgeous I looked at my screen to check who it was,it was just a number Me: Ey-unsure of who Im talking to Him: Could you please come out? I thought for a while, a guy telling to come out? Where does he know me from? I cant go see him, no! What if his a stalker? Even worse a killer? Arg come on T, it cant be that bad besides his got a smooth voice, what harm could he do? Okay but I want to see who it is, Im way too curious not to go out. Me: okay- then I hung up. I went to my room and fixed myself, went to the bathroom and brushed my teeth- I dont know who Im meeting, might aswell make a good impression. I told Nomsa and my sister that Im going to buy airtime and meet up with some mystery guy, I went out and no one was there. I went to my best friends place Bridgette. She was that one person I could count on, she would usually go out and say shes with me while shes meeting her boyfriend, she was a year ahead of me, there wouldnt be a place where Id go and she wouldnt know about it and vise versa but in most cases she would be with me. We did each other favours, I loved her. We both had stricken single mothers but I still say hers is worse. She was the only girlfriend I have made around my area, Anyway Me: Bestie, accompany me to the shops please I want to buy airtime- now this is a norm, we do it all the time! Bridgette: Whats with that glow? Me: what glow? I chuckled Bridgette: laughing out loud- come on spill the beans Me: I dont know what youre talking about Bridgette: Youre even blushing, tell me who is he? Do I know him? Is he hot? Details! Details! Details! Dont leave a single description, I want to know it all! From his physique, to his odour- I laughed so hard at that Me: Mmmmm Ive got to go, accompany me phela, will talk along the way Bridgette: So there is someone? I cant Im cooking and mum is on her way now Me: I really cant do this right now Bridgette: Okay, name ke? Me: Prince She jumped in excitement, Bridgette: Prince, Prince? Prince charming? Me: Laughing out loud, you said a name bye- I said running away because I knew shell hold me back and squeeze the all the details about my day today, prince charming etc. I went to the shop bought my airtime and a lollipop. I got out and someone held me by my waist from behind, I jumped a little then turned around Me: You gave me a fright man- ow ey- I said in slow motion, Him: sorry, you beautiful even when youre scared Me: Such a flirt!- I hit his chest playfully touching those strong buffed muscles mmmmm :-P Prince: I told you Ill see you soon Me: how did you know I live here? I dont remember telling you which section of Lekazi I live in Prince: You didnt, Ive got my ways- he winked at me showing off his dimples, still hugging me from behind. My pulse was beating out of this world, my knees were weak good thing his holding me. His warm breath on my neck sent chills down my spine. I dont like the way I feel about this guy, its too much. I blushed none stop. We continued walking and I texted Bridgette to come pass by us so she will judge him and give the go ahead ;-) she came shortly after. We stood under the tree talking. My eyes pooped out, my mouth dropped! Oh please tell me Im dreaming! Lord it cant be, not now! As I saw... Please not here! Not now! Please! Diary ka Thandoluhle
Posted on: Fri, 24 Oct 2014 10:49:49 +0000
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